One Direction Bromance One-Shots

Shards ~ Niall-Centric

Just a short thing. This is for everyone whose heart has split in two. For everyone that's ever wished that they could just drop dead. For everyone whose been forgotten. Keep your chin up, and stay strong.x

"To anyone it may concern;

Right, so - when you see this, it's not going to be much of a big deal, so don't think it is. This was my choice, okay, so I don't want anyone blaming themselves.

I remember back when I was nobody - when I would sit alone at lunch, when everyone in my family forgot to say happy birthday to me, when my older brother would beat me at everything. I think those are the times that I start to think - wait, people still don't care about me.

Now that everything changed, everyone is so happy and proud. People say that they love me. Did they not before?

Everyone used to say that I was ugly - ugly face, teeth, hair. Everything. Now I'm apparently so gorgeous - now that I'm chopped off all my hair, bleached the life out of it, and got braces. I get compliments now, and it bothers me. Why did they want me to change so much?

Don't bother trying to save me - I don't want to be saved. What's the point?

Just remember this one thing - I regret everything that I've ever done. Everything. I wish I had never been born - all I do is fuck things up. People deserve better - I hope someone perfect takes my place.

Try not to think about me too much (not that you would).

~Niall"