Go To Hell ~ Niall-Centric/Nouis

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(A/N: So, this happened to me today while I was at Vans Warped Tour and...I put it in fan-fic form? The band featured in this chapter is Go Radio, and I recommend their stuff because they're pretty damn good, and I will never forget their show. This is dedicated to Jaden St. James, my older brother's ex-boyfriend. And I know it's weird that I'm writing about my brother's ex-boyfriend, but...my brother is actually dead, and now Jaden is too. So this is real. Rest In Peace Jaden. You're finally out of this hell hole.)

"Before we start this next song, I want you guys to have someone in mind."

Immediately, Niall imagined that this would be a love song. The singer's voice burning his ears and the sound of guitars on the stage nearby were making his heart race. He didn't know this band - but Harry did, and he had wanted to see them.

"Are you having fun?" Harry asked, loudly and close to Niall's ear. This was the first band of their day, and Niall was feeling slightly awkward considering he didn't know the words of any songs, and he tended to want to scream along to music, which is exactly what Harry was doing. "You don't look like you're feeling too well."

That was an understatement. They were both sweaty, because even though their day just started, they've been out in the sun for awhile. But Niall was pale, and there was a frown upon his face. And it didn't make sense that he wouldn't be having fun, because they both wanted to go to this concert for so long.

"M'fine," Niall murmured, reaching up a hand to wipe away of bead of sweat. "Just-,"

"And I'm not talking about your fuckin' significant other, either," Go Radio's lead singer, Jason Lancaster if Niall remembered correctly. "I'm talking about that one bastard that ruined your life in some way. If someone made you feel worthless, or if you've been abandoned by the one person who was supposed to be there for you...this is for you."

Niall bit his lip. A person immediately came into mind - his recent ex-girlfriend, Talia, to be more specific. His situation was described almost perfectly, more than he could ever conjure up, in a few words from someone he didn't know.

i heard you noticed every day while i've been here beside myself how your bedroom smells just like me and that you've found somebody else

The crowd explodes into screams and Niall doesn't doubt that this is one of their more popular songs. His ears ring, and Harry is jumping up and down beside him, iPhone in his hand as he tries to get a good video.

but there's a letter that i wrote you just on the back of your top shelf in case you think the things i've told you you will hear from someone else It talks about the things i feel when it's just us inside the dark about the things I like to think while you lay so close to my heart

It's involuntary when Niall's head starts bobbing and his leg starts bouncing. Harry shoots him a smile, and Niall doesn't have to force one back. Admittedly, he's been pretty fucked up since the break-up, but as he listens there, in the crowd, he starts feeling strangely well. Something about this music is empowering. And...maybe he feels good for once.

and i can't seem to find the words i mean so i try to hold my tongue while laying wide awake and restless if you should read it, it says

"GO TO HELL!" Harry screams along with the rest of the crowd, shoving his hand up in the air and whipping his head rapidly. Niall has to wonder if there's someone Harry is thinking about.

if you're reading this then i'm not here take your someone else and let me make this crystal clear that that i don't need your help and i'm okay by myself

"You can go to hell," Harry nearly whispers this time, and takes a glance at Niall, who offers him the simplest of smiles, and then Harry's grin is back and he's on his feet - jumping up and down to the beat of the crowd.

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