Heartless

Part 5

( Sorry got alot going on but im back to write some more ^.^)

My phone buzzed cutting of the awkwardly intense staring between me and Braden. Many of my friends are suicidal so im never far away from my phone. Braden know that very well considering he's one of them. Phone calls at 3am because he's lonely and his girlfriend isn't up, or he doesn't want to disturb her. Spending hours texting so people wont hurt themselves or run away. Sleepless nights in the hospital waiting for my friends to come out of the emergency room. I will do anything for my friends. They mean everything to me. They are my family. I cant save myself but I will do every damn thing in my power to keep my friends alive.

Riley's name popped up on my screen and i knew this was now going to begin another fight.

"Why are you talking to him again?" Braden asked with anger lacing his voice.

" I dont know we just kind of started talking again." I shrugged. Braden grabbed ny phone and read the message from Riley.

" Really? Youre sexting him again?" The anger was no longer a subtle lace.

" Braden you dont run my life. I can be sexual with whoever the fuck I want. Plus its not just sexting. I still love him. " I stood up and walked to the kitchen. All the crying and yelling made me really thirsty.

" I know but at least not with the guy halfway across the world that could be fucking anyone!"

I set my glass of water down on the counter top. " Why do you care Braden? You didnt think that way when it was me and you sneaking around with your girlfriend. Why does it matter so much now?"

(Oooooooooh shit. This is getting real. XD more to come!!)