Heartless

Part 6

"It doesn't. It never matters." I shook my head.

" Look," he said, " I care about you alot and I dont like you getting used by some guy."

" He's not some guy. When you left he fucking stayed." Here come more waterworks. Fantastic.

" I never wanted to leave you. " he bowed his head

" And i never wanted you to leave either. You dont just get to come and go when you want. That's not how friends work. Im not your fucking therapist or fuck buddy."

" im sorry im a shitty friend. But i do believe you are the best friend ive ever had."

" I just need some time to think," i looked out the window to see the sun playing peekaboo with the mountain range surrounding my small farm, " you should go now, im sure your parents have noticed you gone. We can talk later." My mind kept telling me to shove him out of the door. This night wouldn't have happened if he hadn't have shown up last night on my doorstep asking if i was mad at him. Of fucking course i was mad at him. I want to be friends not " call me when you need somthing", fuck that shit.

I needed to get him out of here fast. It was the last day before my parents got back tommorow morning and i had invited Riley over to spend the night. Apparently however he wants to spend all day with me so he's going to be here in 30 minutes and holy fuck do i need a shower. I smell like sweat and tears. Not the best thing to smell like.

" I dont want to go yet, we need to talk this out Sushi."

The doorbell rang.

FUCK.