Sitting in the building waiting for a caseworker to put me into another foster home I'm asking her where am I going where am I going to get placed I looked at my sister and she said its going to be ok I asked Her where are we going I want to be as far as I can from everybody into a better place hopefully." I look at the lady known as our case workers she said you guys ready to go we say yeah can you tell us where we going she said you guys going to Perris California I know this great Lady that'll take very good care of you guys. I said do you promise she looked at me and smiled and said yes sweetie we got to the Lady house she told me - don't worry about nothing you're safe now her name was Virginia she said I harm you I won't let nobody harm you as long as you're with me you'll be ok. The other girls in the house welcome me into their family I really didn't want it be around people so I went in my room and sat on the bed and just looked out the window and said is this what my life really comes to is this why I got put on this earth for why me ! my sister walked in the room and said you got to open your eyes now you got to look at things the way I look at things you gotta be strong I know we been through a lot but you got to forget and forgive to move forward baby sister please you don't have to be scared no more you can finally get in school and do something with your life I know you only 7 years old you'll be 8 tomorrow and we're going to have fun I told my sister what is fun I never had fun it's always something I'm just tired you don't understand I just want to be a happy little girl I want to walk around here with Bretts n bows. My eyes have been opened to see everything that's been coming my way have been bad everytime you tell me something I listen but everything still bad when does it stop.I'm sorry I cant be the little sister You want me to be. I just want my brothers and my Auntie I want them to know I'm OK that's it I have nightmares sister big nightmares I'm so scared ill get hurt , touched ,beaten again. So I know that my eyes been open just open to bulshit.
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