There was a minute of silence between the two of us, not really knowing what to say, and then Robbie's phone rang. He got up and answered it. "Can't it wait 10 more minutes?" He asked "Sod it! So i'll be late. I have something a bit more important right now" he replied back into the phone, after a few moments he stormed out, not before asking me if i would like to come too, nit getting a response and walking out the front door.
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Sitting on my own my phone buzzed, i opened the message and saw that it was Rob.
"Gaz, It's not what you are thinking i promise you. I love you. I wouldn't hurt you. Straight after the interview i will be home and we'll talk. We're going live in a few minutes and i hope you'll tune in to watch x Rob"
I believe him, but thats only my emotions taking over my head. But in the end of the day your emotions is what makes you happy and makes you life better so i turn on the TV and text Rob back, before finishing the text i hear his name and on he comes, i place the phone by my side.
The performance was amazing, as always. I rewrite my message to Rob:
"The performance was great. We'll talk. G"
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As they are off air Robbie takes his phone out of his pocket, sees the message Gary has just sent and smiled. "We are going on air" someone said and with that Robbie put his phone back in his pocket.
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I was watching Rob's interview on TV and he was so cute! That's the Rob i love i thought to myself.
"So how are you and Gary?" The interviewer asked.
"Great, there are so ups and downs but we are great" He smiled and looked at the camera, it looked like he was aiming it straight at me!
After a few minutes came the topic i was sure was gonna come up... "So you said you and Gary were doing great" the interviewer began, "well this video was all over the news" and ten that video came on again... Robbie dancing and kissing that man!
After the video ended the interviewer was the first to speak "Who is that?" You could feel Robbie tense, "He's a friend of mine. It's nothing..." Robbie was trying to leave the subject out. "Does Gary think it's nothing?" The interviewer asked back. You could see Rob tense a bit more... "We've got a video from last night which i don't believe was shown yet" the camera moved to rob who looked petrified.
Is there something i don't know about this? I thought to myself. A few thoughts went through my mind, and then the video came on... Rob and that other men were entering the 'men' toilets, at the bottom right, in a little square you could see Rob's reaction, his hands on this head, on the verge of tears.
I didn't wait a second... That was enough for me to bare and see, i closed the TV and ran up the stairs. Taking a suitcase i threw some trousers, Jeans and a load of shirts and T Shirts into it, I put some of my personal belongings in there too, got into my car and drove. Luckily the paparazzi was still not here.
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That was bad. Really bad. Robbie thought to himself. It couldn't have actually gone any worse. I know, i messed up. I know i cheated. I know that being drunk isn't an excuse and I am sure Gary is sure it's happened loads, but in fact it was really only this one time that it got this far. I deeply regret it and i deeply regret not telling Gary the whole story. It was humiliating. Humiliation on live TV for both of us.
I ran into the house avoiding the paparazzi and shut the door.
"Gary?" I called. No answer. I walked up the stairs and he was not there too. I ended up entering and checking every room but he was clearly not there. I walked up back to our bedroom and walked into the closet room, it was a mess. He clearly took some cloths and went away. I need him to hear the full story, i can't just give up on him, i thought to myself.
I dialed his number, no answer. I dialed again and before i realized it was the 14th call he didn't answer to. I got out and into one of our cars, were our driver was still waiting for me. He'd probably realized that's what was going to happen...
Guessing where Gary could be at i told my driver where to drive to.
I rang again, this time a different number that did pick up "mark, is he at yours?" I asked. "Well actually not. But i gotta say i understand him running away from you! That's not only breaking the lines, but also fuckin' humiliating!" Mark shouted at me over the phone. He was clearly shocked and mad at me, and i totally understand why. I didn't know what to say. If this was Mark's reaction then what will Howard's be?! After a minute of silence or so, the voice at the other end spoke "I'll call you if i know anything" and he hung up.
Few hours later I arrived at her door, it was nearly 3 am. I rang the doorbell. After a few moments the light inside came on and she opened the door. Looking at her response she wasn't shocked I came, but didn't look too happy about it either.
"He's not here Rob" Marge said.
