Yay detention. I was just kidding this literally sucks balls. Well not really sucking on balls but you know what i mean.
It is so boring here, nothing to do. Most of all i have it with the person i hate the most. Austin freaking Mahone.
Thank Jesus my senses came back when my period ended because i can't be so moody like the way i was. I would end up probably catching feelings for the child and that's something i do not want.
I'm sitting on the desk by the window while everyone else is just scattered around the room.
Austin happens to move from the back seat to the seat next to me. I know why. Not to be nice to me and leave me alone, but to bother me.
"Rebecca, hey. How are you?" He smiles innocently.
"Stop calling me Rebecca and my day has been great, thanks for asking." Well this conversation is starting off good. At least he is not being annoying; so far.
"So why you here?" he asks me and his eyes looking straight into mine.
Well this is weird. He is never nice.
"I got to class late." I look away from him and back out the window.
"Do you have paper?" he asks me while shifting in his seat.
"Yeah, here you go." I dig in my book bag and grab a piece of paper then hand it to him.
I then lay my head on my desk. Maybe I could just fall asleep and this hell hole will be over.
All out of no where i feel a sticky substance on my cheek that was shot at me. My head come up quickly and i look at Austin smiling with a straw.
This child is doing spit balls! I take the spit ball off my cheek and throw it at him. Wow this is totally disgusting. I think I'm going to throw up.
"What the hell was that for." i some what yell and some people look at me but i don't care.
"You know me. I like to bother you. This class is boring and i felt like doing some spit balls. Also you look cute when you are mad." He laughs.
He gets me so aggravated. I hope he inhales one of the spit balls, starts choking and then dies. My life would be a million times easier. Trust me.
"YOU ARE SO ANNOYING." I yell and everyone looks at me.
"WHAT GUYS!" I yell at all of them like what they looking at gosh.
I look at Austin and he has a confused face. I don't know why because he knows why im mad.
"Can you die or something. Leave me alone. What don't you get about that." i tell him and put my head in my hands. Hopefully he gets away.
I hear the seat next to me shift and foot steps that are walking away. Yay he got away. Should i feel bad? No because he doesn't feel bad when he gets me mad. Oops suck it up.
I lift my head from my hands and see and angry Austin opening the door and slamming it behind him catching a few stares. He is going to get in trouble for that but that's him.
I think he got the message though. Now I'm probably free. Was i too ruff on him? Nah. Well okay maybe a little. Should i run after him? Nope. Well maybe. I dont know what to do.
My body started moving without me knowing and heading out the door to run after him. What am i doing? Why am i doing this? What's going on with me.
I don't know where he is but i guess my feet know where he is since they are heading a direction that my brain can't make up, until i got to the janitor's closet. I heard some sniffing. I don't know if it was from Austin or someone crying so i just opened the door.
It was Austin. He was crying. I have never seen a boy cry besides my brother Cameron when mom hits him for not cleaning. But now that i see Austin, a guy who i thought had no feelings at all crying changes my perspective.
"Why are you here. Leave." He says and turns around.
I walk in to closet and close the door behind me.
"Last time i checked this is a free democracy." i said. 'Becky shut up this isn't a time for your smart mouth' my brain tells me.
"Why are you here." he repeats still with his back turned to me. I thought about what he said. Honestly i can't figure out why, my feet just brought me here.
"I honestly dont know." There was a pause of silence until he turned around and i could see his red eyes with tears going down his cheek.
I look down with my arms crossed and all i could sense is a body getting closer to mine.
All out of no where Austin pushes me on the wall. His body leaning into mine, him holding my arms above my head and his forehead on mine. Is he going to kiss me?!
"Look at what you do to me Becky." There was a pause and i could feel his breath on my lips.
"I don't know what I'm feeling inside or why I'm acting like this but Becky i have never felt this way. Not just in gerenal but for you. I never felt this way towards a girl. I just can't get away from you. I think i- i don't know i just need you. I just want you so bad." He finishes.
He looks straight in my eyes then to my lips. "Kiss me." he says then leans in harshly as our lips connect.
I wasn't expecting that. My lips didn't move but when i got the taste of his minty breath i leaned in and we kissed passionately. I have never kissed anyone like this or felt this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach while kissing someone. I don't know but it was special.
He let go of my hands and his hands went down to my waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me as we both leaned against the door . I just wanted more of him.
He bit my lip asking for an entrance as our tongues fought. He lifted me up and grabbed my ass which made me moan and made him groan which sounded very pleasant and made me want him even more then 10 secs ago.
Why am i feeling this way? What's going on with me. I wrapped my legs around his hips and pulled his hair. He detached his lips from mine and kissed my neck, jawline and neck. I moaned softly and he bit my neck starting to make a hickey.
I usually don't do this. Well i have never done this and i don't know why I'm not pushing him away. I moan a bit harder which made him bite me and grip my ass harder.
He licked my neck and went back to my lips. I moved one of my hands from his neck to his chest. Wow his body felt so hot under my touch.
Then all out of no where he stopped kissing me and i looked at him confused. His eyes weren't red anymore, more like filled with lust and he could probably see the lust in mine. Why did he stop?
He let me go, put me on the floor, fixed his shirt and made his way out the janitor's closet leaving me alone thinking about what we just did.
My question is. What just happened and why do i feel this liking feeling towards Austin than the hate i had 10 minutes ago.
