Friends are the best presents

Nice to meet you! Where you been?

'Ain't it funny, rumors fly. And I know you heard about me
So hey let's be friends!'

So yes. I just created twitter. One bc I want to stay away from my friends on facebook who always find ways to criticize me, second: I want to contact with my friend a lil bit easier bc she hates Facebook, like me and last but not least: I want to make new friends which is new for me...
Time flies, I have been using twitter for a month or more. Uhm a little detail I can't remember but then on that day I just realized I have made a lot of friends there and yes, sadly how, I don't talk to all of them very usual. Stop here for a little while: You can say I'm being rude but yes, I messaged them and received nothing back...

Then I saw a bran new user seems nice and I intended to be friend with that person...

Messaged her (after couple times we talked I know she is a girl) hopefully she will answer soon. And yes, she replied like so happy to be friend with me and I was all like: OH MY GOSH. I FINALLY FOUND MY TRUE FRIENDS. I THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE COCKY LIKE MY FRIENDS BEFORE. How lucky am I. And I didn't send her my thoughts just here either

Yes, she is at my age. I mean we were both 14 and I found it is really cool to have outer-class friend who is at your age bc you both are going to face the same things, have the same feelings and stuffs.... We introduced ourselves and I found that this sounds like from my old friends before (which the friendship ended in flame) and day and night I kept on wishing that nothing .bad will happen to us... I thought she is kind of hard to talk to for hours bc we talked like nothing special: our days, school, classmates. I used to think this will be my worst friendship ever and I punished myself to not be a good friend after all and I should have left... But no, there has been a really special, amazing part of her that makes me want to stay not to mention we are in the same fandom bc of something else that is really special that makes me feel I have to find way to make her happy everyday no matter what.
Once when I went home from school, the weather was horrible like really typical of a humid day in October. Walked to my room fastly, thinking of be mad on something, like throw some things against the wall. But I could calm myself down, throw myself on the bed. Grabbed my phone, opened twitter, and yes my twitter friend- Ashley was there. We started as usual.... She asked
- How are you today?
I didn't reply right away.... I look outside, it's raining heavier and heavier, don't know the exact time it rained but maybe around the time I walked up to my room. As usual I would take my paper cup and put it on to the shelf that placed out of my window in order to get the special water from the sky and make a paper boat let it float on the water and see how long could it survive floating on the water. But today? I tell myself like: Not for today lady.... I just realized I haven't answered Ashley. I punished myself to have her waiting too long:
- Ashley, are you still there? I'm so sorry late reply
- Of course I am here for you- she replied
I really adore her patience
- Oh and yes, I'm kind of okay. But don't mind me. Hope you are much better
- No please, tell me how was your day, so much pressure from school? Friends? What is that? Just tell me Mia! -she asked
- Okay, I will if you don't mind
- No I don't mind. Now tell me.
The story be like:
Few days ago, my classmate said before my class like, now I belong to him no longer (fake) belong to the jerk I hate most, but everybody keeps on shipping that jerk and me. But yes now I belong to him and he promised to treat me well won't let anybody hurt me. I feel like this is the fairytale that I got to wake up, used to think this is a huge illusion of mine, I need somebody to bring me back to real life. Well yes, it was absolutely perfect and that day was a fairytale until today. He didn't wait me at the school gate as usual, he walked straight to the class. He looked happy and seemed careless about my existence. I can't find reason for this, every reason seems meaningless for me and indeed also for him I will just stay silence until the class ends.
Time slowly passed by...
He waited for me right after the class ended and luckily he seems happier than usual, he asked me:
- You might know about the party this Sunday right?
- Yes but I won't....
- You know Jana? -he interrupted me
- She is your ex- girlfriend and she is really famous for her beauty... Why would I not know?- I answered
- She is awesome, you don't know. She is really AWESOME- his accent sounds amazing at the word AWESOME. He has never said this before with me... I feel something really strange is happening
He told me last word before he left:
- I will go with her this Sunday.... -he left
I told myself to be fine
But I'm not fine at all...
I went home alone and couldn't stop thinking about that crazy girl and thinking about what have I done wrong to him. But no I still be really nice to him, still answer his phone calls answer his messages and stuffs. Why would him?....
- Uhm I don't know how to respond either- Ashley replied- I think you just have to ignore him, he doesn't deserve such a sweet person like you.
- Aw Ashley you cheer me up. Thank you so much!- I replied
- No problem. You are like the sweetest person I have ever known and I know you have a kind white heart. You just have to ignore him- Ashley replied
- Thank you. But you know, it's hard to get him out of my head. We both had a beautiful time until he got back with his ex girlfriend... And it will become official until this Sunday- there would be a party- I said
- You know, he hurts you, left you waiting, no appology. Nothing and this Sunday he wouldn't go with you- Ashley adviced me
- Yes, but... -He is calling me. I'm begging myself to ignore. But then I still answer it:
- It's Mia here
- Hi Mia, it's me James
- I know right- tried to be happy- what's wrong? Why would you call me?
- I'm sorry- he whispered
- For what?- I started losing my patience
- I'm so sorry for have you waiting for too long, but this Sunday... -he stopped for a while
- Okay okay, I know. Jana will go with you. I don't stand a chance- I said
- Are you okay?- he asked
- I'm okay, okay, I'm fine- I whispered
- I'm sorry, Mia- James stopped the call
- I'm okay, I'm fine, I'm okay- I slowly repeated....

"I'm sorry, Mia" his voice, the echo in my mind