Friends are the best presents

You will never be alone

'I promise that one day I'll be around
I'll keep you safe
I'll keep you sound'

- I'm sooo happy that you finally found yourself- Ashley texted me after hearing I shouted out loud. She might understand how happy am I right now bc my grammar actually jumped out of the window
- YAAAAS YOU KNOW THAT RIGHT?? - I screamed back
- I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU TOO!! - Ashley screamed back even louder
- Just feel so incredibly happy, oh Ash, you don't know!!
- HOW COULD I NOT KNOW!! OH MIA I ALWAYS KNOW HOW YOU FEEL!!
- OH YES! I FORGOT WE ARE TWINS. TWINS POWER. THAT'S WHY- I shouted in happiness
Yes, after several times we talked, we finally realized we are twins.
It's like every single time we talk we mostly say the same thing, share the same thoughts. But then once she a step faster than me:
- Imagine I am now sitting by your side, we are staying in the same apartment- I said in tears
- Yes, and we watch movies
And Dylan
And Shawn
And...
I knew she is going to say Logan Lerman. I fastly type: 'and logan' just realized I forgot to capitalized 'L' and then I deleted it
- And Logan- Ashley finished the fangirl conversation as I just sent my dm. And I was all like:
- ASHHH STOP READING MY MIND
- I CAN'T - she screamed back
- Okay that is what we call twins power- I smiled evilly

And I spent my weekend talking to Ashley until either of us had to go...
And yes, about the party, my bestie- Anton remember to send his girlfriend- Marie, my love
And as I had expected before, the Jana and James couple have won the The Cute Couple Awards can say I'm happy for them. Let me just repeat: I'm over it
And I actually wore a banana pj that night, sitting on my bed talking to Ashley on Sunday night, I allow myself to stay up late maybe I will sleep around 2 am it will be cool for both of us to prolong the conversation bc I don't have to go to school on Monday, we will have a day off after a party. To me, I have two days off already...
As I talk to Ashley, we were both watching movie, no Ashley is watching movie instead, I'm watching Master Chef. Unexpected guests look really cool and I'm so in love with a guy who was invited there as Steph's son- Steph is a home chef, took part in that competition... His son looks hella good, very gracious, young man.... Okay Ashley so interested in a movie that she forgot to reply me sometimes... But that's okay, I do too, I even forget about her existence sometimes. Don't judge me but yes, I do, we do
When I look at the clock, it was about 2 am:
- Hey Ash, I think it's about time went to bed for me, but take your time here, I will go to bed first. Talk to you tomorrow, I love you so much Ash- I said in sleepy voice
- I love you too but wait.... - I can see her being a little bit slower than usual- I will go with my family for a short holiday in the next few days, my mom will take my iPad and I may not be able to talk to you
I get it, she will be inactive, I let her continue saying
- But I will try to be here but I can't promise anything- she said

I get it now....

- So I think we only have today to talk- Ashley said, I can feel her voice right now, somehow we are connected magically
- It's okay, I'm free today
- I thought it is already 2 am overthere? -Ashley said
- Yes, it is, but that's okay, I have a day off tomorrow. I can stay as long as we can talk -I replied

Right now it's pretty crazy and I don't know how to stop but slow it down

Hey, I know there are some things we need to talk about
But I can stay, so let me hold you for a little longer now

That melody, got stuck in my head, how sad it is, it just absolutely describes my feelings right now...
- You know, I'm listening to 'Never Be Alone' and I am trying so hard not to cry -Ashley just texted me

Oh, how amazing!

- Yes, I do too... -I replied, Ash always a step faster than me, she always says the things I just typed but hasn't sent...
- You know, I believe in soulmates- Ash said, that is what I supposed to say...
- You always read my mind, you need to stop- I told her
- I can't -she replied as usual
It has been an awkward moment when we both don't know what to say... I told her some things more that allowed and not allowed to bring to the airplane.
I said quite fast and my grammar, of course, jumped out of the window. But luckily, Ash can understand like she always does....
Oh wait, Anton is calling me, why is he calling at this time: 2:30 am? But anyway I still answer it
- Yo hi buddy, anybody bully you? -I said bc I have told him before like if there is anybody bully him or Marie, he just has to call me...
- Uhm, hi Mia. Why haven't you gone to bed yet? It's like almost 3 am already- Anton said with a little bit nervous
- OH PUHLEASE- I screamed at the phone- Anton, that is what I have to ask you, bud. Has the party ended yet?
- Well not yet but Marie is tired so I picked her home- he said
- I hope she is fine- I said- but why would you call me?
- I just called to tell you so- Anton said
- Oh really?- I said sarcastically- not only so. Tell me to my face
- Uhm, yes, James, you know- Anton whispered
- Okay, did that nerd bully you? Or Marie? C'mon Anton, you got to be fast, I don't have time- I started losing my patience, thinking of Ashley might have replied me
- James, he said sorry to you and he hopes he can receive forgiveness from you
- Ha, forgiveness- I smirked- forgiveness, why doesn't him call me directly?
- I know nothing he just asked me to tell you so- Anton is being naive
- If he calls you to ask about this, tell him that: don't ever expect for forgiveness while you are not sorry. Okay, good night Anton- I ended the conversation fastly
- I will tell him so. Good night beautiful- Anton said and ended the call

I let out a deep sigh

Ashley said she has to go and she will be back soon. She can't promise anything
But she left a photo of Shawn smiling and that is everything to me.

For the first time, I feel so empty, for no reason. I feel like I'm here in this big city, crowded but all alone...