Kohnnie or Johlex? A MDE fanfic

Chapter 2

ALEX'S POV
I saw Kyle kissing Johnnies lips and after a few seconds Johnnie turned and kissed me. His lips here soft and smooth, I saw Kyle motion me over to him so I went and he started kissing me. He held my hand and led me to the other room. He pushed me against the wall and took off my shirt. He then laid me on the bed and kissed my neck.
BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP
I woke up and sat up right away. I put my face in my hands. "Why do I keep having these dreams?!" I shut off my alarm and texted Johnnie if he wanted to hang out later, I need to tell someone about these nightmare/dream things. But I can't tell my boyfriend, I think he'd take it in the wrong way, Kyle's usually like that. But he's just trying to protect me... Right?
Johnnie said he would at 1, so I got up and texted Kyle.
Me : morning Kyle, how'd you sleep?
Kyle : Good, you?
Me : Same.
Kyle : Alex... Would you be mad if I said something that effects my life?
Me : No baby, what's up? You okay?
Kyle : Yeah. I just wanted to tell you that... I love you. And I hope this doesn't ruin anything... 😶
Me : ...
Kyle : I'm sorry. You don't have to say anything.
*Twitter Notification from @ KyleDavilHall* I clicked on the notification and he tweeted 'I always mess things up in a relationship. Can I ever do anything right?' Then Johnnie tweeted him back 'hey it's okay man, She'll come around. :) dont cheat too hard ;)' I favourited that tweet. I got ready for the day, showered, did my hair, did my make up and got dressed. I'm wearing my black skinny jeans that are ripped and a white long sleeve shirt that has black horizontal stripes on it and my black vans and Johnnie said he'd meet me at the park near my house at 1, it was 11:27 so I quickly ate some lunch, and texted Kyle
Me : I'm sorry
Kyle : Sorry for what?
Me : Not being able to say anything back, your not the one who's messing up, it's never you. It's me I promise you. I'm just so used to not getting 100% attached to someone because I'm afraid of getting hurt. I'm really sorry.
Kyle : Baby just know I'll never hurt you, but I understand. And just know I love you.
Me : yep. Ttyl.
I walked to the park and saw Johnnie waiting there for me. When he saw me he smiled and walked up to me. "Hey there pretty lady." "Hey Johnnie. So what do you wanna do?" I asked. "Uh... I need to tell you something. But I'm kinda scared to because I don't know how you'll react." He said. "I'm sure it's not that bad, just tell me."
"Uh okay. So I've been having these dreams/nightmare things." He said a little unsure. "Mmhmm?" I said for him to continue. "An they have... You, me and Kyle... Kissing... And in every dream he takes you to a room and I think you know what happens next..." He said a little embarrassed. "Uh... The thing is... I have those dreams too..." I said. "Oh... Really? Do you think Kyle would've had them too? He asked me. "Not sure..."
"Hey do you know what's up with Kyle lately. All day he's been tweeting sad stuff." He asked sounding a concerned. "Uh... No I don't" I decided not to tell Johnnie what we were dating just yet, I'll ask Kyle when he wants to tell everyone.
"Weird. So wanna go get some food? On me?" He asked really nice. "Sure" we walked to subway and got some food. "I like you Alex, a lot. More then a friend." Johnnie blurted out when we were eating. I almost choked on my food.
"Umm... What?" I said after I stopped dying. "Uh... I like you more then a friend. You don't have to say anything. Sorry for making this so awkward...." He said again. "Uh. It's okay, I like you too Johnnie, in the same way. But I gotta tell you something later. And it has to be later."
SHIT why did I say that I liked him too? I'm dating Kyle! I just made things 10x worse.