Honestly this bus reminds me of those ones in the walking dead with zombies
all basically parading around the bus until they finally get in. Except,
I want to block out everyone else who are the society trying to
get to me instead. Reverse psychology, perfect.
"He's like a robot..." says whispers from the far left of the bus.
Oh yeah totally I agree, but being a robot would be way more fortunate to be
honest. They don't feel, and never have. And since when did the fact I have
headphones in mean I was listening to music? But OK.
I think the real reason why no one ever talks to me is because they all expect
me to only speak of death and of politics and random things that I could
honestly care less about. But hey, that's Society for you right?
"Hey Kiro" says Emily while I slide into my seat, giving her room to sit.
Emily is my best friend ever since I was 8 years old. She was kind of one of
those friends that dropped into the emo stage along with me, so she's
basically all I've got.
"Nice shirt, SWS is our New era god." Said Emily while putting my other ear
bud into her ear.
She's the closest to heaven I'll ever be. Thats a line from the Goo Goo Dolls' song
"Iris". It explains how she makes me feel everytime she speaks.
"What's wrong? Your staring again Kiro."
I feel like saying something charming from the book I'm reading but, even
she knows I don't have those kind of guts.
"Kiro????" she said again, this time knudging my shoulder.
"Nothing, nothing. I like your shirt too." I say while snapping back into the
reality in which me and her could never be together.
This world could never be anything near that perfect.