The thought of our earwax touching
is just amazing and turns me on, I
love it! Psh just kidding of course...
"What'd you do to your hair???" Says Emily while using her hands to mess up the same hair I spent my life on this morning just for her.
"Eh, something new but, I knew you'd help fix it" I tell her, trying to not smile like shrek while she runs her fingers through my hair.
"Better." Emily replied.
"Thanks, I love it haha" I say while looking at it through my camera app.
If we're being honest here, I tried to
make my hair look like Phil from Dan and Phil but, failed epically.
Especially because of the lack of Hair outside the top of my head.
I probably did look like a dumbass
but, now I look as if I just woke up
and my hair is swooshed all going
forward and I just don't even know why she likes it like this.
But, If she likes it than I sure as hell do too I guess right? Right.
"I honestly just wish I could go home and text about random stupid crap with you than go to this hell training." She said while leaning her head on my shoulder.
The one good thing about not being a robot?
Getting to feel like the impossible is not so impossible anymore.
"Stupid stuff?...I'm offended. Badly. Ow..." I say while dramatically grasping my heart as if there is a literal pain felt.
"Stop! Hahah" She laughed while lightly brushing her hand against my chest.
Could it be? According to the 1,000,000 online crush tests I've taken,
that's a sign that she likes me!!!!! Mission:Bae in progress.
"Haha fine! How's life?" I ask her, slowly transitioning the mood of our conversation.
Emily began rising her head off my shoulder and replied saying "Its okay, you?"
What'd I do wrong??? Was it the voice crack I thought I played off? Was it my lack of facial attractiveness?!?!?! Er...I really hope its not that last one...
"What's wrong Em?"
"Nothing, just a bit tired..." She replied.
I can tell when she's lieing to me or not and for once,
it was as if she was allowing me into
the forbidden circle of trust she made around herself.
"Tell me, come on. Please?" I say while Lightly pulling her head onto my shoulder again, rubbing her's at the same time.
"Just not today, I want to be happy for today...Tomorrow I'll tell you." She said as she made her head comfortable on my shoulder and let out a huge sigh.
This is the way it should be. Just her, me, and the world.
Not with her stupid new boyfriend.
They just started dating about one
Year ago. I've known her for 9 years.
They like each other and talk a lot and it kills me, not to mention the shipping.
Sometimes it feels like he throws it in my face.
"Alright, it's okay my demon. Well be in hell soon, okay?" I reply once again, this time using my hand to brush her hair back repeatedly.
And by hell, I mean school.
