Well, we've reached hell now. This is where it goes pretty much a-wall.
She goes into the building and I stay behind with two of my best friends who also come off the bus.
But, today was different. She was at her locker and we had gotten in about the same time.
I walked over to her locker and tricked her with a simple hand joke which made her laugh because it reminded her of that same joke I did to her virtually haha.
"Could you hold this?" Emily said while putting her water bottle ontop of my binders.
It was awkward but, it was pretty cool feeling as if it was that moment
in highschool musical where troy leans next to Gabriella's locker and
pretty much just acts charming and like a gentleman.
She then had put her books on the floor and while she was gathering them up, she looked up and smiled directly at me.
I'm not sure if it was the way she smiled or the way she combed her hair today or what but,
I had felt a new feeling that I had
DEFINITELY never felt before, sexual attraction.
In all my years, I had been in multiple relationships and not once had I ever felt sexually attracted to even one of them.
But, anywhore I'm not a fuckboi and don't want to come off as one either.
I think it was just the attraction felt, I loved it ;)
"Thanks" She said while rising back up.
"No problem-" Great. Her water bottle slipped off of my binders but, good thing she's good at sports because she caught it easily.
I didn't really feel as charming as troy at that point in time anymore out of all honesty.
But, that's okay. She knows my arms are weaker than her's.
She makes me happy and I wish the world could see that too... But as I said before, the world could never be anywhere near so perfect.
After that, I walked her to her classroom and all around the hallways just so she could keep laughing at my stupid jokes haha.
I can tell my day is going to be great.
I can feel it.
