Skinny Love

Chapter 22 - "I think ya bring out the best in me"

Niall's POV

I'm watching her; I can't keep my eyes off her. We had been here two days, I couldn't believe I hadn't spoken to her and fucking hell I missed her. The first night we were here we went to the bars and clubs but we never spoke, tonight we decided to go to the party next door and I didn't wanna fucking be here. I don't think she even knows I came tonight, the guys were going to head out to the bar but they all ended up here, the party was full of college students all trying to have the time of their lives. I stood at the bar outside with Ryan, just watching how she moved when she danced, the way her hair fell down to her breasts. She seemed to be happy and enjoying herself, I knew she was hurt, I could see it every time she looked at me and it practically killed me.

She was dancing with Connor, her arms wrapped round his neck, I was trying to act like I didn't care, Ryan and Sam, they just knew and I hated it. She was trashed and I noticed it when she started kissing him, his hands roaming to her backside, pulling her against him. They went to sit on couch, she was draped across him; he was kissing her neck and she was giggling. How could I have been so stupid? What am I even thinking? It's what I do.

I fucking know they hate me. I saw him whisper something in her ear before they stood up and he took her hand leading her off to a different part of the house, no, please don't. I walked over to Ryan who just shrugged,

"I need another drink"

"Mate"

"What?"

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Izzie's POV

"You and Connor are getting pretty close" Addie winked when I went to fill up my cup,

"I guess"

"Do what you have to do to get over Niall" Jade smiled,

"W-what do you mean?"

"Just go have fun ... in a room"

"Jade!"

"Why not? A blow job won't hurt"

"Oh Christ"

"Jade's right, Niall fucked someone else; he isn't here tonight go do whatever you want"

"Really?"

"Yess Iz, so fucking what; live a little"

I went back to Connor, we had been making out earlier so when I went back over to him it happened again. He pulled me onto his knee kissing down my neck,

"Do you wanna come see my room?"

"Yeah" he pulled me up and walked me to his room in their villa,

"Wow, it's huge"

"I know, look you can see the ocean"

"It's lovely" I sighed as he put his hand on the small of my back, Is this wrong?

"Come here" he smiled kissing my exposed collar bone,

I watched him look over to the bed and followed him when he walked over to it, we sat beside each other and he started kissing me, hard, his tongue invading my mouth. His hand trailed down my stomach as we lay back against the bed. What am I doing?

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I stumbled out of Connor's room and saw all the guys with Jade and Addie, oh fuck, where is Niall?

"That was good babe" Connor sighed as he walked behind me,

"Izzie?" Ryan gasped,

"What?"