Skinny Love

Chapter 27 - "I didn't wanna hurt ya"

Niall's POV

"Are you excited for tonight?"

"Of course but at the same time I wanna crawl into bed and never return"

"It won't be that bad"

"I think it will Liam, she basically broke it off when we were in London but I couldn't fucking leave her alone"

"Yeah but she'll be so happy for you, for us"

"Yep, then she'll never speak t' me again"

"She will Niall, it'll be hard but she will"

"I can't let her find out at the party, she'll fucking kill me"

"Niall I think she's going to kill you anyway"

"Fuck, I can't do this"

"You can, you both can" Liam looked over to Harry who just looked worried. How on earth am I going to look her in the eye and tell her that? Tell her I'm leaving her behind, that's its over because basically this is a breakup; a fucking break up I never wanted. I never wanted to get attached or fall in love with her but I have and I'm a fucking coward because I should have let her walk away when she did but I couldn't because I'm a selfish prick.

"You both need to go and tell them, right now"

"Lia-"

"No, right now, we leave TOMORROW and those girls need to find out from you two before we tell everyone else"

"Fuck"

"Just fucking go! Right now, the party starts in an hour, they're at Izzies"

"C'mon Harry, I'll drive"

We drove over to Izzie's and the whole time and I knew it was going to be so bad, so fucking bad. I don't think I have the strength to just fucking leave her. She gave me a heart and took it for herself without realising it.

"Knock"

"You knock"

"Niall, she's your girlf-"

"Not my girlfriend and your actual girlfriend is in there"

"It's her house"

"For fuck sake" I knocked on the door,

"This is torture"

"Fuck off Harry, you aren't breaking up with her, her parents live in New York"

"She isn't your girlfriend, remember"

"Oh fuck o-"

"Hi?" Jade smiled, "Oh no, you two are not doing this right now!"

"We have too, they can't find out at the party"

"Harry, Addie will be fine but Izzie won't be"

"She will be, we aren't together"

"Basically"

"For fuck sake let us in"

"Fine" I walked into Izzie's hallway, Harry practically had to force me through the door, he was pushing me in the back and I wanted to slap him.

"Girls, Niall and Harry are here"

"What? WHY?" Addie groaned running down the stairs,

"We need to talk babe" Harry sighed pulling her through to the living room,

"Niall? Can you just come upstairs?"

Fuck. I can't fucking do this. I walked up the stairs and into her bedroom, she was sat looking in the mirror, her hair was half done and she had no makeup on. She's wearing the tank top, Oh fuck. I ran my hands through my hair,