If You Only Knew (A Zayn Malik Fan Fiction)

Chapter 24

Hey guys!

Super sorry for not updating in awhile. (Yes, super) I've just started reading fanfics again. :) I haven't been reading because most of the time, I was in school, and my free time was spent on writing my story. I've been really hooked on reading this book and it was sooooo good! :'( So good it made me cry. Maybe you should check it out. It's called 'The Memory Jar'. I'm not telling you to because the writer is my friend. If anything, she is a stranger to me. But her work is great and I'm suggesting it for the sake of suggesting it. It has a sequel by the way. Haha :D The story is quite popular so it wouldn't be hard to spot it. If the writer of that story is reading this now, Well done person who wrote that book! It's really super duper great! SO ANYWAY! HERE'S MY UPDATE.

Y'all enjoy! ;)

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ZAYN'S P.O.V

BOYFRIEND! She has a goddamn boyfriend!

I went back to the car, pissed as hell. As I entered the van, I slammed the door shut.

"Woah! What's gotten into you grumpy head? What happened?" Liam quickly noticed my dramatic entrance.

"I invited her to dinner with us and she said yes! Oh please take note that we need to call her. Everything was going great! Then when I was just about to tell her how much I missed her, guess who walks in? HER FREAKING BOYFRIEND THAT'S WHO!" I groaned as loud as I could.

"What! She has a boyfriend?!" Shocked Niall said.

"Apparently!" I said, still feeling unsure myself.

"Why was he there?" Asked Harry.

"He was going to pick up Steph for something, I don't know." I said. "I couldn't help but cringe when he kissed Steph! What a total a-hole! I was there right infront of him!"

I saw two people exiting the building, realizing that it was Steph and her 'boyfriend'. Oh god that sounds disgusting to my ears. "Oh look, there they are now." I pointed through the car window.

The boys all looked at the direction I was pointing to, crowding at one side to have a better view of the couple. They all looked shocked as I was. I felt a pang in my heart. That's suppose to be me.

"Well, we know she picks really hot guys." Harry suddenly said.

Louis gave him a glare and glanced at me. Like saying "Shut up Harry! You know how Zayn feels about her."

"What? It's true." Harry said.

"I'm sorry mate." Louis put his hand on my shoulder. "But I have to say, she doesn't look happy with him."

"Yeah, just look at her. I think she's still overwhelmed with seeing us again. Especially you. She looks like she's in a deep thought or something." Niall pointed out.

I looked at them. They're laughing right now! But something tells me that something is bothering her. Niall's right, she does look like she's in a deep thought.

I didn't think she would move on that fast. In truth, I never thought she would move on because she told me she loved me too.

Louis was right as well when he said that they don't look happy together. But how would I know? I've only been the reason why Steph's life was miserable before. If I had the power to turn back time, I would go back to when I first showed signs of bullying her. I would man up and tell her how I really felt about her. And still feel.

I haven't fell out of love for her. But is it possible that she has fell out of love for me? I'm not trying to sound selfish, but how could she do that to me!