Hilong hilo. Ang sakit ng ulo. Parang salamin na patuloy na binabasag pero hindi mabasag basag.
I thought they'd care. I thought they'd ask. I thought they will have concern. But where are they?
Where is she?
Where is he?
Where are they?
Napasapo ako sa noo dahil sa bigat ng nararamdaman ko. Parang may kung anong boltahe galing sa isang power source ang umuukopa sa ulo ko. Bumibigat na rin ang mga mata ko.
Tuluyan akong natumba, nang hindi man lang nila napansin.
Hindi ko alam kung anong mas masakit.
Yung pisikal na nararamdaman ko o yung hindi nila pag aalala sakin? I think the latter hurts more.
Lutang. Gumaan ang ulo ko, to the point na parang wala ng laman. Kung kanina, masyadong mabigat, ngayon, unti unting gumagaan. Yung tipong pwede nang lumutang.
I endured the pain.
I endured the pain of seeing them take pictures of different poses while I'm here, nearly pasting out.
I endured the pain of being set aside.
I endured the pain of being hurt.
But then someone came. He got my fan in my bag. Get my water jug and helped me drink. Afterwards, he started fanning me. He didn't stop fanning, until I told him I'm okay.
He was the real one. At least, there's one.
BINABASA MO ANG
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De TodoContains: My perception in life. My feelings every now and then. And nonsense things that I just deeply think of.
