When I was younger I dreamed of meeting the perfect prince and living happily ever after with him for the rest of my life in a castle of happy people. Never once feeling depressed or regret. But I realized- there is no happy endings. There never will be. Happily ever afters just aren't true. Never will be. The world is a cold dangerous place filled with druggies, alcoholics, pedophiles, the depressed and the occasional happy people.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to being little. Not a care in the world and every inch of me was happy. I was carefree my whole life up until I hit twelve years old.
My mom and dad got a divorced and I ended up living with my dad. He turned to drinking. Everyday when I got home from school there was another beer bottle added to the collection broken on the living room floor.
It just got worse. When drinking didn't take away his pain. The hurting and causing someone else pain did. My father abused me.
Had people pay him to get with me to "have fun". My life was terrible. I had no one to turn to. I wanted to die- still do. I cut and starve myself . Every cut take away the pain from my heart and puts the pain into my arm.
I starve to create perfection. Dreaming of it, yet I still don't have it. I have been going through this for 3 years. I started when I was 14 and a year later the police took away my father. Too late. He already ruined me. Made me numb. My brother however had the perfect life. After the divorce my mom ended up getting my brother Luke Robert Hemmings.
We had no contact. What so ever. The only time I get to see him now A days is on a cover of a magazine or online. Yeah yeah, my brothers famous. But I hardly think he remembers me. I miss him so much. I just want to be able to be beside him, to be able to hug him, to know what it feels like to have my brother again. He was like my bestfriend. But he's famous now while is his sister managed to get her own apartment after running away from the orphanage a year ago. Whatever. I'm sure he's better off without me
hey guys this is my first story so bare with me! I hope you all love it!
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Troubled
Fanfiction"You know your making this really difficult for me to care for you" "I'm troubled. What do expect" ------ Young girl. 17 year old Kate has had a troubled past. A troubled life. All she ever wanted to do was to be like the rest of them- happy. ...
