Married to my enemy

last night was...

I woke up the next day next to Lorenzo, oh gracious heavens I screamed as he jotted awake, I starred at him.

What did you do!? I said panicking but he seemed not boarded,

You wanted this not me, he said I unbothered
Oh oh gosh, oh gosh, what have I done.

I sat down worried before my brother called Lorenzo telling him about how I had taken a sex drug

Everything now makes sense he said....

I stood, wrapped the blanket on myself and run to my room.
Once I got there I opened cold water to calm myself

Oh my horrible self,I have messed up, I stayed in the shower for about 30 minutes until I calm down.

Just then my stomach made a growling sound, ok now I feel hungry anyways fuck Lorenzo I'm gonna go eat

I went downstairs and there he was Lorenzo, sitting in the dinning, I took the chair very far from him because I still wasn't over what happened

We ate in complete silent, no eye contacts or can I say I couldn't even breath?

After I finished eating I rushed out the door to go to work.

In the office this stupid sex scene wouldn't leave my head, it's so fucking annoying I sighed.

I sat in my office with me and my thoughts it's been almost 4 years since we lost our families and I know for a fact that Romeo might come for us soon enough.....he won't leave us alone

After work, I got back home to find Lorenzo sitting on the couch in the Living room, I wasn't gonna say anything but then...he said

How was work? I looked at him surprised, well it was ok, except for the fact that I kept thinking about the thing we did I mumbled under my breath

So you've even thinking about it too? He asked

Thinking about what I asked clueless

The sex we had last night, he spoke so straight forward

I-I- I never said that.
I said as I rushed back to my room and slammed the door shot.

A month later:

I was pretty sure I was inlove with this girl, I said laying on my bed, she has this side of her I haven't seen since high school I said to my friend Carlos,

He looked at me with seriousness, and said you like her, you like Arianna

I know, I said even more serious. She drives me crazy, and made me crazily inlove with her, I love every part of her, not because we had sex or whatsoever
I know this girl is perfect for me, afterall we let go of the past we should be fine now,

Lorenzo, you should speak to her about how you feel Carlos said,
I will tell her, I replied