The Accidental Sperm Donor

5

Alexander.

Shoot what do I do. Do I avoid him? Well that's helpless considering he spotted me already.

I took a deep breath and turned around.

"Well look what the cat dragged in"I numbingly said

"Wow I didn't expect that after three years, no hello?" He smirked

Very funny. Jackass

"Last time we saw each other we were sitting in a conference room with lawyers. So cut the crap" I roll my eyes, "C'mon Nia we got better things to do"I said taking hold of her hand and basically dragging her out of the café."

"Ok ok wait I just need to ask you a question , just give me 3 minutes please" he said giving me those puppy eyes. Not going to work.

"Just go I will wait in the car" Nia nodded towards me as she exited the café.

"Three minutes and im counting" I said sitting down

"Well , I know that you know about the mixed up situation. Since Sarah didn't get pregnant with you're assigned partner. I wanted to, well um.."

"If I got the results back if I was pregnant or not with your baby?" I asked

"Yeah" he scratched the back of his neck.

My heart was saying yes , go for it the baby will get whatever it wants and my mind keeps on saying no he will let you down like years ago.

"No, i'm not raising a baby with a cheating ass." I said looking into his eyes

He searched my eyes once he was sure I wasn't lying he spoke again. "Thank god, I don't owe you anything then."

"No you don't, so you continue on your day being pitiful. Bye." With that being said I stood up and stormed out the cafe. I had to fight back tears as I made my way to the car. I knew he walked out the cafe after me though so I just held my head high and kept going.

"You ok?" Nia asked once i was seated.

"Just drive please."

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The following day I woke up with another head ache. I had cried myself to sleep once again. I felt as though my life was falling apart. How could I have ever loved that man. Now, I have to have his child. The man I wanted to be with left me... I'm on my own. I know I have Nia but, I just feel alone. "Ugh, I need a walk."

Since my last doctors visit I've had to make some changes. They said if the insemination works that I had to make changes to my diet and lifestyle. I cant go for as many runs as I used to because of the stress it puts on my body. I can't drink such highly caffeinated drinks anymore (I still can just not as many in one day) because I have a "problem". Yeah, whatever Dr. Brooks. No alcohol for obvious reasons. No stressing, which is now unavoidable due to my situation. So now, in my time of need, all I can do to relieve my stress is go for a walk.

Once I was ready to go I put my earphones in, turned the volume up, then started down my driveway. The walk was peaceful. just through my neighborhood then to a small park. I was sitting on a swing when Michael approached me.

"Skylar, hey, can we talk." he said shyly. I slowly removed one earbud. "I was horrible to you. You didn't deserve it. The way I reacted was cowardly and wrong. I love you and that is not the way you treat someone you love." I removed the second earbud and paused the music that was playing. "Do you think you could find it in your heart to forgive me? I wanna make it right between us."

"Why did you leave in the first place?" I asked not looking up at him.

"I was ashamed. I felt like I couldn't provide for you and give you what you wanted. My ego was wounded. Then I thought you didn't want to tell me because you didn't care or something. I let my pride get the better of me and that was my mistake."

"You broke my heart."

"Could you give me time to help repair it?" I didn't reply. "Please Sky."

"I'm pregnant." Now he was silent. He sat on the swing next to me and stared at the ground. "Why come back?? WHY?!"

"Because I love you Sky and I love that baby. I'm sorry I couldn't have done it for and I wasn't there for you then. If you give me a chance now I will do my best to fix it. I want to do this. Isn't that why you got it done in the first place? For us?". I couldn't look at him. "The thought of being a father scares me. I don't wanna screw up, but I wanna do it with you..........It's a lot so go back home and think about it. Call me when you decide what you wanna do. Even if you don't want me to be a part of this, I hope we can establish some form of friendship. I can't lose you completely."

Mike walked off after that. I sat on the swings for a little more just thinking until I decided to walk back home. I got inside, climbed into bed, and cried myself to sleep. A nap was much needed at this point.