The Accidental Sperm Donor

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Skylar

"So what you're telling me is you two hung out the whole entire night and nothing happened between you two ?" She looks at me like I have grown two heads .
"That's what i'm exactly saying"
"All I'm saying keep it baby related I don't want you to end up getting hurt by him like all those years ago, now the girl he cheated on you with is his soon to be wife" she says getting off her car.
"I know I know" I become sad when she mentions the past I wasn't just sad I was angry, disappointed and embarrassed. I try to forget it but it runs in my subconscious that very memory that made me look at men differently. I can't them . I can't trust him.

Sarah, Nia and I were  inseparable until that one afternoon that destroyed us and destroyed my life.
"Sky!"
"Yes sorry what?" I looked at her bewildered
"Your phone is ringing, you alright?" She asked I just nod and proceed to answer
"Hello" I said but all I could hear is someone breathing in the other line
"Hello?" I try again only to be hung up on looking at my recent call log it just showed a private number shrugging it off I put my phone in my back pocket and made my way back to Nia who was setting up a movie for us to watch on her tablet.

Alexander
I couldn't tell her as much as I wanted to I couldn't at least not now.
You couldn't tell her three years ago what makes you think you can tell her now Alex.
I ignore my subconscious and put my phone down.

"Babe are up there ?"
"Yeah" I hear her footsteps coming up the stairs , I mentally roll my eyes as she comes thru my room door frame.
"Ivory or white?" Sarah ask as she holds up two small little fabrics "Whatever you want" I huff getting up from the bed and heading towards my walk-in closet.
"C'mon babe choose" she followed behind
"I don't give a fuck if it's ivory ,white ,black or blue!" I shove pass her
"Oh you better choose before you really don't have a chance to choose nothing" she threatened
"White"

Skylar

Throwing my keys onto the counter , I look at the mess I call my home. Tomorrow's work I suppose. By the time I was done unchanging it was 2am. My face hit the pillow and fell into slumber.

Do you ever wonder why the sun so fucking bright ? Well I do at this precise moment I groan and roll out of bed and head to the bathroom but not before stopping midway and looking at myself in the mirror I was 6 months and this baby bump was already big I don't think it can get any bigger than this. I huff doing a mental note to buy maternity clothes because I was running out of good fitted clothes to wear. I wonder if Alexander told Sarah about the baby ? I mean I assume so right ? I mean he is a lair after all. My phone ringed indicating I have a new text message I grabbed it from my night stand and looked at the message speak of the devil
Alexander : Breakfast at Nancy's? Let's say in an hour?
Skylar: Sure
I don't know why I agreed maybe it was something important .
Or maybe he want just to spend time with you.
No he doesn't this is all related to our daughter if she wasn't in the picture we wouldn't even be talking right now. After getting out of the bathroom I struggled to find anything that fit me might have to go out to buy me some clothes today. After settling into some jeans and white Michael's t-shirt that I kept all this time I put on my sneakers , grab my keys and head to my car .