Joeys POV
Dear Diary,
It's been a week since Daniel and I's one year anniversary. I feel like we have some tension between us. I don't know why. Maybe it's just my anxiety. It's like when ever things are going good in my life, I expect something to go wrong. It probably has to do with the fact that nothing ever really good happens to me without something going wrong right afterwards. I've been dealing with a lot of stress lately but never told Daniel, mostly because I didn't want to worry him. But also I feel like I'm constantly whining about my life. I feel like I have to do something with Daniel to make him happy, or else I worry that he's mad or annoyed with me. It's a really unhealthy relationship. I love Daniel with all my heart, but I feel like I need a break. Just to calm my nerves.
Daniels POV
Dear Diary,
It's been a couple days since Joey and I had our one year anniversary. It was the best night of my life. But of course every night with Joey is the best. I have this secret, I'm going to propose Joey. I've had it planned for months, but I wanted to wait till the time was right. Its been so hard keeping a secret from Joey. He's been constantly trying to do things for me that I don't need. I feel like he's suspicious. I'm so worried that he will find out. Well, we'll just have to wait for now.
Joeys POV
I thought of a way to see if our relationship is still strong. I was thinking that maybe if I stayed at Sawyers for a couple of days without talking or seeing Daniel. That way it's not completely breaking up with him. I wanted to know how much I would actually miss Daniel. I have high hopes for this.
Daniels POV
I had thought about proposing to Joey in a couple of days. I was thinking that since the Fourth of July was coming up, that I would hire someone to shoot fireworks up in the sky that spell out "Joey, will you marry me?"
and then he would look at me and I would be down on one knee and he would say yes. I kinda got a little emotional when I was thinking about it. But I was excited.Joey- "Daniel, can we talk?" he said with a little sadness.
Daniel- "Yeah, about what?"
Joey- "I was thinking about staying at Sawyer's for the next couple days..."
I was heartbroken.
Daniel- "What? Why? Did I do something wrong?"
I was panicking.
Joey- "No. Daniel you didn't do anything. I just feel we shouldn't talk or see each other for a couple of days. To see if our relationship is still as strong as it used to be."
I guess that made sense. I mean, it was kinda a one up for me, I could propose the night he got back. But I was also sad because I wouldn't see my Joey for three days.
Joey started packing and he was about to leave.
Daniel- "Can I at least have a hug?"
Joey came up to me and gave me a tight long hug. I was sad to see him go, but it was for the best.
Joeys POV
it's been two days without Daniel and I'm completely miserable. I missed him so much. I'm just glad that I'll be back on the Fourth of July so we can watch fireworks together. I'm realizing how hard it is to be without Daniel. This was good. This is what I wanted to happen.
Daniels POV
I've been missing Joey, a lot. But it's been easier for me to prepare this proposal. I've already picked out the ring and reserved spots for us at the grove to watch the fireworks. Oh I just can't wait.
A/N
Kind've a sad chapter but also happy. So we have a janiel proposal on our hands! What do you think Joey will say?
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