Carl grimes x reader

dear journal part 8

Here we are again back at the lineup Negan points at my hey girlfriend why in says that she's coming with him cuz he wants to get to know his daughter I never believed she was negan's daughter she was too sweet too soft too gentle to loving to ever be negan's child be negan's little girl well she's not anymore no matter if he takes her she's not his anymore she's mine he then points at me he doesn't say why he just points at me and nods towards the car the final person he points at makes mine and my girlfriend yns blood boil he pointed at Judith my baby sister we both knew the only thing that he would do to her is traumatizer or her lover to the brim and never give her back I will do everything in my power to make sure he keeps neither of them not my girlfriend not my baby sister I can see my dad's heartbreak on Judas face I saw nothing but happiness like she was happy to be taken Negan hands hurts me and I see my girlfriend is in deep thought probably thinking of her past with Negan no doubt worried what he do to Judith and me and herself just worried I know that face on her she grabs her hair tie from her wrist and puts her hair up in a ponytail she only does that when she's deep in thought she then puts a bow at the top I've never seen her do that but it was hidden in her diary that she has in her hand she's also riding right now so I clearly knew that me and her we're on the same brain wave right every experience down whoever finds this journal when we die will know our life stories be able to tell people of the people they found they tried to help knowing that our notebooks are diaries what all end up scattered around Alexandria it'll all be found when they get ready to tear it down and make a new place for people to live here in the new world after all the zombies are gone after all the prior humans either survive till the end when they find an antidote or a cure or die and suffer the feelings of turning into a zombie we were both crying or tears were cold on our faces Judith still was giggling cradled in my arms I'm worried about what's going to happen to her when we get to the sanctuary I'm worried about what's going to happen to YN I'm worried of what's going to happen to Alexandria when we leave well I got to go get in the car by journal