You know what I hate? Spiders. That and small, dark places, but that's off topic. Anyway, I wake up and there is a spider, just above my head. It's scared the shit out of me. (Sorry, to you younger readers for using that word) I hate them! Damn spiders, never do anything good. Now, I've got arachnophobia, I can't scream when I see one, I can't yell when I see one, I can't do anything really. But, just now I killed one. I feel happy. Now that...thing (for lack of a better word) can't reproduce and populate this world with more of those little demons! Haha! Take that you beasts!
Now, I know that they are a vital part of the food web. Don't get me wrong, they eat all the bad bugs. There just creepy, and I have a fear of them. You may think this is all about me, no? Well it's not. There are thousands of people with this fear all over the world. Here in Canada, in the USA, Europe, Asia, South America, everywhere! If you were dead scared of cats (some people are) how would you feel if, one day, you left your house and all over your front lawn where cats? Would you want every single one dead? Probably. Would you be willing to do that? That's up to you. Because everyone else is asleep right now, I had to do something. I was brave.
I'm still spooked. Spiders are the worst. When you put them in a small, dark room with me, might as well shot me. So, I have arachnophobia and claustrophobia. So what? I'm in a one person tent, in the dark, typing this. I'm extremely uncomfortable. Two fears in one da-night. I'm going home later today. And, I'm going to be in a basement. My room is in the basement. Yeah...looking forward to that. Not really. I'm still confused how it got in my tent...everything was closed...meh oh well. I squished the spidah with my shoe (the second time it stuck to the shoe) and wiped it on the grass outside my tent. Everyone must be going, so what? To me what I did was a big accomplishment. I've been ranting for a while, see you stitches later. *grumble* I'm not going back to-birds are starting to sing. Anyway, I'm not going back to sleep anytime soon.
