Living Nightmare | m.y.g (angst/smut)

Chapter 27 - Compromised change ◆

Yoongi

"I missed you." She whispered with her eyes closed. And I missed her too. I just can't say it, I felt like I'll commit again if I say it. For the both of us, I don't want any commitment to exist. Not in this current situation. "Why did you break up with me Yoongi? What's wrong?" Her eyes pleaded. And it's charging me guilty for allowing those little spheres suffer her body's pain. "Nothing's wrong. I--" I said, stopping in the end when the thought of N's face appeared. "I just made a mistake. But now I regret it." I hovered over her, and hugged her, bare bodies attached. The pleasure was overwhelming, it helped the both of us get a good climax in the very end. It also helped me remember my real feelings for her. That I care for her truly instead of N.

"By any chance, are you already done with her?" She ran her index finger from my neck downwards. The extra sensual feeling I get gave me goosebumps all over. And I didn't want it to stop. I want her fingers to explore more of my body, and never stop.

"I did her. And it was great." It was boring. I thought to myself. "Wow." She criticized. The look on her face wasn't something you want to see when she's impatient. There's nothing I can do, her love for me will still prevail. "You're a whore in disguise Yoongi. Aren't you done yet with your hypocrisy? Weren't you tired of it?" I always hear insults from her, because that's who she really was. A girl with a strong principle, that's what I adore about her.

"I'm sorry." My eyes expressed it better than my mouth. And I'm really hoping she'll buy it. "I want you back." Kissing her again, I threw my arms at her, eager to sense her heat one last time.

"Understood Yoongi. But please do not lose this. This will be the last chance I'll give you." I nodded in agreement, feeling entirely sorry. Good thing, my charm worked. I don't worry about making a mistake next time because those charms will be my ticket to her forgiveness if ever she'll offload me again.

"You should go home now," I whispered to her ears. The feeling was so unusual. Looking into her eyes, touching her face, and kissing her, I felt a tight knot inside my stomach. I sensed something happening, and it's not a good feeling. It's practically getting on my nerves. I hate it. I felt like hitting the wall just to get rid of the intangible anger.

I jolted up immediately. I can't stand it. "Where are you going?" She quickly sat up, facing me.

"Downstairs." I pulled away the cover, revealing my naked body. I grabbed my clothes on the floor one by one. Minju watching me doing it made her uneasy. I went to the cabinet and grabbed a new underwear, proceeding quickly to the comfort room to take a bath.

Turning the shower on, my heart can't calm just yet. It's still raging, and I need a distinguisher to put off the vague flame. I breathed heavily, the water leaking in front of my face was getting to my throat, choking me. I slammed my fist into the hard wall, frustration and guilt overlapping.

I turned the shower off, wiped my body dry and dressed.

I passed by Minju on the bed, her body was tightly wrapped in a white blanket. I walked to her, my arms balancing on the bed as I lean. I kissed her. "I'll be right back." Our lips met again. Quickly, I pulled away.

"I'll wait." She smiled, not even bothering to ask where I'm going. "Okay." I walked out of the room, quickly going to the living room to check on the guys.

"I can hear you moan, it's so disgusting." V in his obscure usual self again. "Dude, go get a girl. It will give you life." I said annoyingly. "Let's go back to your company now." His left brows was lifted after hearing me. "Dude come on!" I mouthed and my hands raised in the air. I felt like thwacking him, but obviously, it's not favorable to my part. I might get something I am not prepared to get if I do it.