Living Nightmare | m.y.g (angst/smut)

Chapter 35 - Sweet Confession ◆ [Fluff Page]

Yoongi

She sleeps like a cat in her sleep-- gentle and fragile. It makes you feel the need of protecting her in her sleep. I grew up believing that the true attitude of a man can be seen when they're asleep. Where they set aside their strong fronts and reveal theirselves truely. I can read and see the real N right now, where she stands far different from the N I've known months ago.

Raising my hand in a gentle motion, I touched her face in tender taps. I smiled to myself upon remembering our first encounter.

"The first time I saw you in my house, I had mixed feelings. I was surprised, but more on excited. It made me happy to see such a beautiful girl like you there, sitting innocently on the couch where I used to sit alone. The first thing that came to my mind was the fact that I will not ever sit there alone anymore."

I propped my elbow to support my head, facing her. My fingers traced the skin of her soft face, starting with her forehead, down to her nose, her lips and rested her chin, leaning closer I planted a gentle kiss, careful to not wake her up.

"I am so not into sex, I am not a badass as you thought I am. That was my first time making out and it was a total turn off in my part for you to see me like that. I was so unsure of the act, the only thing I was sure of was to make a move like real man does. I want to know how manly I am considering I was dating. I was so nervous and so vulnerable, but I was just trying to cease that horrible feeling because I wanted to discover something. I swear, making out with someone I don't like was a total spit on my grave. When I was about to turn myself into a walking asshole, you were there, you saved me from that hellish stupidity." I laughed that lasted seconds, then focused again to the story I was telling her despite of her being drown in slumber.

"Hurting you were hurting myself too. It was so magical, how two hearts can be connected to feel the same beat?

I lied to you. Did I ever lie to you? You were my first time, I'm glad you were. I bet you didn't know, 'cause you think differently about me. You were my first time before I decided making an experiment with someone-- someone, I realized I just wasted time with.

It wasn't loved at first sight, though, I didn't feel that. Maybe you?" I giggled again, I swept all the hair that was spread all over her face to the side and stared at her.

"The passion that grew into something unexpected was there, the closeness of the distance we shared and the comfort we felt when we were in each other's company, those powerful elements we encountered moulded our feelings into love. That reason brought us together, it brought my feelings for you permanent.

N, the feeling I felt when I made out with someone was far different from what we shared. Ours was an understatement."

I leaned closer to her and pressed my soft lips into the skin of her forehead.

"I love you, Baby." Whispering her words of love wasn't enough cure to my thirst of affection for her.

Can I wake her up again and kiss her longer than for the sake of satisfaction?

I shook my head in disagreement. She needs rest.

I kissed her again on the lips and brought her closer to me. I hugged her tight and digged my head deeper into her chest.

"Sleep tight Serin-ah."