It's Complicated. [Harry Styles]

Chapter 16: These pieces don't fit the puzzle.

Chapter 16: These pieces don't fit the puzzle.

I'm too afraid to look at anyone's face....especially, Harry's.

All this time I've been so stupidly blind to all the signs and what I feel, that I missed one little detail.

I've developed these feelings for Harry. Harry of all fucking people and now I am really starting to over think what I had just confessed.

Harry is the most undecent, conniving, uncon-fucking-trollable, abusive creature I've ever had the courage to give my attention to.

And I can't get enough of him.

Oh my God, and I just said I loved him?!

What if I don't? What if I just love the idea of him. Like in those movies where there's a really hot guy that the main character sees as this sex god ,but finally realizes he's a douche. Then she sees that her best friend is the guy for her.

What if Harry's the douche and Zayn's the BFF?!

I'm going to faint, literally.

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My eyes are closed and I don't want to open them, they feel so heavy.

There are plush pillows around me and when I finally take the time to open my eyes, I find that I'm in my bed.

I quickly sit up.

Knock, knock.

My eyes run over to the door. As soon as I see Todd and Kristi walking in, I sigh.

"Looking disappointed I see." Todd comments. Kristi sits down next to me.

I shake my head. "Just thought I'd see someone else."

"Well, you fainted. Dropped like a leaf." Todd states.

"Did you even have anything to drink at all today?" Kristi asks concerned while putting a hand on my forehead.

Only if you count alcohol as a hydrating beverage.

"Where are Harry and Zayn?"

"We sent Zayn home." Kristi answers.

"Harry's still here?" I ask.

"No, he left." Todd says.

Of course he did, I don't know what I'd expect.

"Can you give us a second, babe." Todd asks Kristi. She smiles in understanding and pats my thigh.

"I'll just get you some water." She says to me as she exits.

I look at the door.

"Planning to escape?" He jokes.

"Would if I could." I say and the numbness in my legs gets stronger.

"Should you start this off or should I?" Todd questions.

"What do you want to know?"

He sighs loudly. "I just would like to know why you are keeping all these secrets from us, Kitty cat."

I shake my head. "I don't know, I guess I just don't want to disappoint anybody."

Todd shuffles closer. "Kat, you could never ever disappoint us."

"That's because you don't know everything." I mumble.

"What else is there?" He questions worrisome.

I inhale and then exhale slowly. "Zayn-is-my-ex-boyfriend-who- Harry-thinks-cheated-on-me-but-really-didn't-because-I-did-with-Harry-and-now-Harry-thinks-that- Zayn-cheated-on-me-and-Zayn- knows-I-cheated-on-him-with- Harry-but-doesn't-know-the-exact- story." I look at my uncle.