Heartbreak
"Hey baby" Harry said hugging my bestfriend from behind. I smiled lightly at my two best friends. His eyes land on me and he smiled nonchalantly
"Hey" he said simply not even giving me a second glance. My heart suddenly became heavier by the moment. I looked down and Harry and jenny were still cuddling by the moment. I felt my heart slowly, painfully break in two.
I awkwardly excused myself and ran to my room slamming the door closed. Yes, i'm in love with my bestfriend. I changed into sweats and started thinking. Am i never good enough?
Jenny was your definition of 'perfect'. Her hair? Was a perfect blonde. Her eyes? The brightest blue. Her figure? Was a literal hourglass. Her lips? The perfect natural shade of pink. Her attitude? Snappy, but friendly. And her smile? It caught the heart of the man i loved the most.
Me? I'm simple Janice. My hair? A frizzy curly mess. My eyes? They're ordinary brown. My figure? Was just a simple straight figure, with a small curve. My lips? Hell, i need to add red lipstick to make it perfect. My attitude? The simple shy girl. And my smile? Never meant anything. It doesn't light up the room like when jenny smiles, and it doesn't captivate any guys glance.
It doesn't captivate Harry's glance.
So to answer my question. No. I'm never good enough. Not for anybody and especially not for Harry. If i ever had a boyfriend, he should be ashamed of me. I mean, who likes a shy, fat emotional hormonal heartbroken girl in their life. Definitely not me, but shit happens.
I cover my face with my hands letting out a muffled scream. I've lost everybody, my mom, dad, my brother all telling me i was worthless. And i believed them, Harry saved me though. And now? He was telling me the exact same thing my family did. It may not be verbally, but it hurt.
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So, this is another cliché plot. But like i said what the heck?!
I was heartbroken when i wrote this and- don't look at the computer like that it's normal to be heartbroken!!
And i also warned you that this is mostly Harry and Zayn fanfics... More Harry cause you can see i'm a Harry girl..
I'll try to make some that are by Niall lou and Liam. :)
Vote if you like it (:
-Mrs.StylesOfficial (: xx
