Zayn's POV,,
We've been up at the hospital for the last 3 days, I've only went home to shower and came straight back.
I've been forcing Perrie to go back home, she needs her rest and sleeping on a plastic chair won't do any favours for her.
The boys have been up everyday and sat with me, just watching over her body because she can't do anything anyways.
They all found out about the miscarriage and they were all heartbroken, I am too.
I'm dreading Nicki finding out, it'll brake her heart. She's lost a child before due to violence and knowing it's happened again is soul crushing.
Right now, I sat with my hand intwined with my daughters, Harry and Liam sitting round her too.
I kissed her hand and rubbed her knuckles with my thumb looking for any kind of movement but I seen none, my hopes flying out the window yet again.
"Give her time Zayn." Liam said catching my attention "She's still in pain from what the doctors have told us."
"I know I just, want something, a sign to tell me she's actually here." I whispered as they frowned and it was silent after that.
Suddenly the door opened and we frowned at the two girls standing eyes wide, mouth to the floor.
"Who are you?" Harry asked and they snapped out their dazes and looked at us.
"We're - em." The girl with blonde hair stuttered making me narrow my eyes.
"Are you fans?" I asked and they stared at me then started squealing making us jump slightly in shock.
"Oh my god, we've wanted to meet you guys for like ever b-"
"How dare you two come in here." Liam gasped making the girls quiet "This is really disrespectful and against the law."
"W-we just wanted to see N-Nicki-"
"No that's not a valid reason, get out before I call security." I said feeling the anger bubble inside of me.
They frowned at my tone and turned to leave, but one of the girls suddenly turned round again and I snapped when I seen what she had done.
"Delete that right now!" I blew and jumped up out my seat as they both fled the room.
"Zayn, no don't." Harry said grabbing my wrist as I went to run after them "Don't run after them."
"They just took a photo of Nicki lying here like that! That'll be all over the news soon!" I flipped and groaned.
"Their still fans Zayn and they only care about their idol, yes they shouldn't have done that but you can't lash out like that cause then they'll think badly of you." Liam tried to reason and I scoffed.
"I couldn't give a fuck what they thought about me! That's a invasion of privacy!"
"We know Zayn and we'll get it sorted but you can't react like that, you know that." Harry said and I sighed sitting down again and taking Nicki's hand.
Liam said he was gonna phone our publicist and fix the problem, leaving me and Harry.
I watched as he took her hand in his and he stared down at her with a saddened look on his face.
"Harry?"
"Yeah."
"Do you still have feelings for Nicki?"
He tensed at my words and I watched as he sighed staring at her then he looked at me, a frown on his face.
"I've always had feelings for her, Zayn it's just recently that they've got fucking stronger." He sighed and I nodded taking in what he was saying "I think about her every second of the day, wishing I never fucked up in the first place."

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