Really? adopted by this lot?......(1D fanfic)

Chapter 24, Confessions and Noah Turner

Nickis POV,,

"Nicki, angie tried to kill her self"

I stopped rubbing Ross's back as i froze, oh my god my Angie she, she tried to kill her self?. I felt more tears spill down my cheeks mixing in with the ones i had cried moments ago over harry. Everything around me went blurry as my arms fell from Ross and i stared at Danny.

"Nicki honey, speak" i heard my mum say then someones cold hands touching my face, why would she try do this? what happened that made her want to end her life. 

"W-wha-" i started but couldn't pronounce any of my words , i took a deep breath trying to even out my breathing and the dizziness i am now feeling. 

"What happened to her" i whispered with my eyes shut, i opened them seeing Sophia, Louis , Eleanor and Niall were all here now and Danny and Ross looked at me looking terrified. 

"D-do you remember Noah?" Ross stuttered and my jaw and fist clenched as i felt my eyes darken. 

"He didn't have anything to do with this did he?" i snapped and Danny sighed. 

"Nicki don't get mad-"

"Why? what did he do!" i raised my voice and everyone jumped in fright. 

"Nicki promise you wont do anything, the police are sorting it" Ross said and my eyes widened. 

"Why are the fucking police getting involved! tell me what he done to her before i lose it!!" i shouted and felt more tears falling down my face as they looked at me. 

"He raped her" they said and my harsh gaze dropped as the tears stopped falling and i put my hand to my mouth in shock, everyone stared at me and i seen dad and the boys starting to get worried as i stood frozen at the spot. 

"Nicki babe, please say something" dad said coming over to me and standing in front of me, i felt my cheeks getting wetter as i got flash backs. No one apart from Angie and her mum knew about what happened to me, i've never spoke of it or thought of it either till now. 

I closed my eyes taking deep breaths trying to block any memories that came back to me.When i opened my eyes as seen everyone round me and there voice sounded as if they were across a sea, it sounded as if it was out in the distance. 

"Wheres Noah" i said feeling anger light inside me and adrenaline go through my veins. 

"Nicki are yo-"

"Where.Is.Noah" i said through my teeth and i seen everyone take a step back as i clenched my fists. 

"W-we don't know, the police are looking for him" Ross said "But Nicki, you cant do anything you already have a warning off the police when you attacked him the last time"

"Nicki you could go to jail if you hurt him in anyway, don't do what i think your going to do" Danny warned and dad stared at me. 

"What are you gonna do nick" he said and i snapped my gaze away from Danny and to dad seeing everyone behind him and Harry's face still looking pained and his eyes red and puffy. 

"Nothing, i cant do anything" i said and they nodded "But i know someone who can"

"Nicki no" Danny and Ross said in sync and i turned to them and glared. 

"Yes he will sort this, i cant and he will i know it"i said then walked to my wardrobe grabbing my leather jacket and black boots and put them on. I grabbed my phone off the table and my bank card pulling my hair out from underneath my jacket and turning to the door where i seen everyone blocking it. 

"Nicki your not going anywhere" Liam said and i felt my face harden. 

"You cant stop me, you don't control me" i said pushing through them all and walking down the hall.