she's not afraid ( niall horan fiction)

she's not afraid 25

Niall

 i wake up and i turn to my left. and see no sign of lily. oh yeah i forgot she left me. i miss my princess so much i need to at least see her or hug her but i cant. 

i get up and i exit my room and find louis and harry outisde my room. harry wearing his underwear only and louis has his carrot pajamas on.  they smile at me but i dint smile back. i run downstairs and see zayn and liv in the sofa. where the hell is liam?. i run to the kitchen and i grab a banana and i hurry back to my room.

i lock the door and i lie down on my bed. why did i do that? liam already told me to control my actions. im so stupid. i wasnt in the mood to eat so i threw the banana on the right side of my room. and i heard   an 'ow' what the hell. 

i remove the pillows from there an see no one. i dint mind it so i lay back down on y bed and i took out my phone and i go to twitter. 

NiallerzPrincess2988 thank god that lily bitch is gone!! everyone who agrees that lily isnt ment for niall then retweet! and niall will be mine!

OneDirectionZayn$$ i agree with niallerzprincess2988 she is a slut and i hear she's the one who broke up with niall!! wtf is wrong with lily!!

there were 2,000 retweets. wtf is wrong with these girls lily dint break my heart i did i broke my princess heart. now they're all blaming it on lily. they dont have the right to call themselves directioners. i wish they all know how much i still love lily. how badly i want her back in my arms. 

NiallHoran i need you guys to know that i still love lily and i will always love her. im the one who broke her heart. my princess doesnt deserve any of your bull so if you guys will say something bad about her just keep it to your self.  lily if you see this remember i love you and you'll always be my princess.

i turn my phone off and i lay down on my bed where lily and i used to sleep on.  i try to forget it but i cant she always pops out. I. NEED.MY.PRINCESS

Lillian's POV

i hugged my knees tighter . burying my head in my hands out of shame and sorrow more salty droplets seeped from my eyes. i look weak, the one thing i did not want to look. all i want to do is cry.

im mingling with the unncomfortable softeness of the sheets.i never knew this would hurt so bad. i miss him so much but i dont think he misses me i bet he moved on.

i get my phone open twitter and i see all the hate. all three pages of it and there's a girl who tweeted this SLUT.BITCH.WHY.WOULD.YOU.BREAK.NIALLER'S.HEART ohh so now they think i broke niall's heart and niall's not even stopping this. oh yeah why would niall stop it he doesnt give a fuck about me.

i kept scrolling and one tweet caught my attention. it was niall who tweeted this

NiallHoran i need you guys to know that i still love lily and i will always love her. im the one who broke her heart. my princess doesnt deserve any of your bull so if you guys will say something bad about her just keep it to your self.  lily if you see this remember i love you and you'll always be my princess.

i dint know how react . i just dropped my phone and i start crying even more.

Aubrey's POV

louis and harry came over to give us update about niall. since they were spying on him. and they gave me a box of dark chocolate to give to lily just to cheer her up. we go in her room and see her facing the wall, she was a wreck. her eyes were blood shot red her face is so pale. it was a struggle for her to get out of bed. she never wanted to leave the flat or her room.