My Poem Journal

All it Will Ever be

I know it's wrong

On many levels

But how was I supposed to know

That I wasn't supposed to talk to you

But now it's too late

The damage is done

And you are glued inside my head

There is no way for your escape

You talked to me like no one else

You made me feel like I was special

You cared about what I was like

Why? I will never know the answer

I've never felt like this before

I'm infatuated

I just don't understand

Why do you have this bad name?

Ever since you talked to me

You seemed so nice and sweet

All of them tell me not to talk to you

Even though I know I want to

They say that you have a reputation

But how can what they say be true?

I know we only talked that one night

But I couldn't stop thinking about it

Every time you popped into my head

I knew I had eaten a thousand butterflies

And when you smile

I can't help but smile too

Just one more thing I want you to know

I want to say I'm sorry

You asked me to dance

And I turned you down

I didn't want to though

I was just weak and cared what others thought

They heard what you said

And told me to turn you down, so I did

To be honest you were the one

The one I wanted to dance with most

I wanted to see what it would be like

If it was like how I imagined

But now you won't even talk to me

You probably think that I don't like you

I now treasure the times you look at me

Because I know that's all it will ever be