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FRATERCULUS~Little Brother

Trust me, you'll want to read. But you will get massive feels. ~Lexy

"Little Brother"
By Romi Maman

You don't remember, my little brother,
How I pulled you out of that fire,
How I ran down, even though mom and dad were still there,
To take you to a safe place.

Do you remember, my little brother,
How you asked me where is dad,
And why don't we have a mother?
And how I answered, that you don't want to know?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How we played inside the car?
How we carved our names in it?
And his close we were that day, when dad found out?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How dad left us for days at a time?
How he told me to watch over you?
And how I did it, even thought I was only eight?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How I came to rip you out of the life you built?
How I asked you to look for dad with me?
And how you eventually came?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How you set near my hospital bed?
How you begged me to live?
And how dad's last will was "watch over Sammy"?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How you disappeared that night?
How you found yourself in the middle of nowhere?
How that guy stabbed you, in front of my eyes?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How I ran towards you as you fell?
How I held you in my arms, whispering "I'm here, I got you"?
How I sold my soul for you?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How I pretended to be strong?
How scared I was, to go to Hell?
How I told you to keep fighting?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How I asked you not to trust her?
How I asked you not to go there?
How she opened the door for the Hell Hounds?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How they ripped my body open?
How you held my died body and cried?
How you searched for revenge?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How I got back, after 4 months,
How you drank that demon's blood?
How I couldn't stop you from breaking the final seal?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How you said yes to the Devil?
How you fought him inside you?
And how you jumped to the cage with him?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How you came back, but without your soul?
How you fought me when I tried to put it back?
How you fought the memory of Hell when it was in?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How we fought friends and enemies to keep purgatory closed?
How we stopped our enemy?
How we couldn't stop our friend?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How we watched our friend becoming God?
How we watched him falling?
How we watched him dying?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How we fought what he brought to the world?
How we killed what can't be killed?
How we fought alongside lost enemies and friends?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How I was pulled to purgatory?
How you gave up on bringing me back?
How I came, and ruined your happiness again?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How we found the Demon Tablet?
How I stopped you from closing the Gates of Hell?
How we watched the Angels falling?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How I tricked you to save you?
How I took the Mark of Cain to destroy Abbadon?
How I got stabbed, and died in your arms?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How you hugged me as I died?
How you carried my body to my bed?
How you tried to make a deal with a Deamon for me?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How I woke up as a Demon,
How you turned me back into a human?
How you tried to remove the Mark from my arm?

Do you remember, my little brother,
How Charlie died trying to protect that book of spells?
How I held the scythe and told you to close your eyes?
How the Mark was removed and the darkness released?

Can you hear me, my little brother?
Can you feel my arms holding you close?
Can you hear me whispering "I got you, it's okay"?
Can you feel my tears rolling down your face?

Please answer me, my little brother,
Just one last time, can you hug me back?
Can you whisper "I'm here" once again?
Can you please come back to life?