Lovely » Tyler Joseph {ON HOLD}

Calamity

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There will be talking about nooses a and panic attacks and stuff of the sort so when you sent this °°°°° is when they'll start talking about it

Tyler's P.O.V

Why did I have to say that? Why did I tell her I haven't been over to a friends house in a long time, not only is that weird to hear and makes me sound like a child. it'll probably make her question me.

I was so lost in my thoughts I hadn't realized we had made it to her house and that she was trying to get my attention

"Huh oh sorry" I muttered "I spaced out"

"So the tables have turned" she grinned at me, referring to the times she had spaced out and I pointed it out or she did

"Looks like it" I chuckled

"Well while you were lost in thought I was asking what type of pizza did you want" she said as she opened the door
"Um any it doesn't really matter" I told her as we both stepped into the house and she led me to her living room

"So pepperoni?" She asked as I sat down and she took out her phone about to go out of the room and into the kitchen

"Yeah" I nodded and with that she went to go order it

Sitting alone in her living room i began to look around and see pictures of her with some relatives of hers I'm guessing. I look over to my left side and see a picture frame that held a picture of her and a little boy , this is the only picture in whicj the boy is in he isn't in any recent ones. I wonder why.

As soon as I look away from the picture I hear Amber's footsteps coming to the living room

"So the pizza will be here in a bit, you wanna watch a movie or something?" She asked as soon as she entered the living room

"Um sure" I said, feeling a bit panicked for some reason

"Alright do you wanna choose?" She asked me heading over to where her DVDs where at

"Um no not really, you can choose" I say "actually can I use your restroom?" I asked her, knowing that if I dont soon I'll have a panic attack

"Yeah, its the last door in the hallway" she said and turned her back to me as she began to look for a movie

Standing up from the couch I make my way over to her restroom, once inside I lock the door and wash my hands. I dont exactly know the reason why I was feeling a bit panicked, there was nothing that should set off a panic attack but then again I'm a mess so I wouldn't be surprised if the smallest of things set me off. Drying my hands off I feel a lot better and make my way back to the living room where Amber is sitting.

"Did you find a movie?" I asked once I sat down on the opposite side of the couch from her

"Yeah, I hope you like horror movies" she grinned at me

I hate horror movies, they make me jumpy and even though I know what going on is usually fake it still terrifies me. Sometimes it can even cause me to have a panic attack.