Troubles (GxT) ~Discontinued~

Five~ The truth

--still Ghosts POV--
I took my pocket knife and stared scratching it up until I couldn't see his name...

--Toasts POV--
As soon as Ghost ran out the door , I of course ran after him he was running so fast! Holy Crap! How fast is he? He ran around a few corners and I just couldn't keep up with him, I lost him around the café near the park,I doubt he went into the café so I jogged into the park,I have no idea where he could be...except maybe...yeah it's worth a shot...
I ran over to the spot where me and Johnny used to go as kids...
As I got there I saw some Shadow figure against the blossom tree,doing something to it, in the exact spot me and Johnny carved out names! "Johnny!" I called out, I saw a face look up, I ran over to him and hugged him

~~Ghosts POV ~~
I'm turned around and Johnny came and tackled me with a hug, causing us to fall down, with Johnny on top of me,
"Uhh sorry, sir" he said awkwardly, he got up and pulled me up... "Johnny, what's going on?"
I still didn't want to tell him so I didn't reply "Johnny?" "You can't just do all this an not tell me!" I don't know what I'm feeling I feel like I want to love him, yet I want to hate him for not realizing that I like him! "I can't tell you" "why!?"
"Because it's about you!" Crap...
"What is it about me that your not telling me?!" Before I could think my lips were on his, he was very shocked first, then he started kissing me back, I'm kissing him!! I'm kissing Johnny Toast! And he's kissing back! Just as I said that he pulled away "oh crap, I'm sorry" I said " no, don't be sorry" "wha--" he cut me off with his lips

~~Toast's POV~~
I don't know why I'm doing!, First  Johnny Kissed me and I kiss back! I don't know why... But I like it he makes me feel good, better then Billy (( don't think dirty)) what am I doing??! I'm kissing someone else other then Billy! I'm betraying the person I love, I'm betraying Billy...I'm so lost right now... I need to think this through, I pull away from him "I-i think I need to go" " wha- why?!" "I just do..." I call a cab, I get on and tell him my apartment address, he takes my there I pay him and go inside and go to my room, I lay down on my bed and run my hand through my hair, why does this have to happen to me? Especially on my birthday...
I look at my phone that's filled with messages like 'where are you?' And ' what's going on?', 'What happened?'  I ignore them and put in earbuds and fall asleep listening to music

~~Ghost's POV~~
Once I got home, over half the people went home and the people who were left asked what happened, I just told them we had a small argument and  we both ended up going our houses, which is kind of true except of coarse I left out a pretty big part... I guess it was pretty obvious that I left that out because Sally asked "are you sure it was a little argument? You seem pretty upset about..." She said and came and gave hug, I released from her hug and walked to the kitchen, her following me, everyone else left behind,"what happened?" i I felt my eye's slightly watering up I wiped it with my sleeve "I-I kissed him" I whispered she was quite for a second "oh,well what did he do?" "He kissed back and then said he should go" " well I hope everything turns out alright for you" "thanks Sally, I think I just need to be alone right now..." " it's okay I get it I'll get everyone to leave, you get some rest -- and your welcome" she hugged me one last time and then went into the living room and pushed everyone out the door and then I went into the bathroom and washed my face... I saw the razor, I picked it up and threw it in the garbage, I went to bed and tried to sleep...and couldn't all I could think about is Johnny, does he like me? , or hate me? Probably hates me, that's probably why he left me, It's been hours and I still can't fall asleep , I put in earbuds and listened to music and finally fell asleep