This is the sequel to Heart Ain't a Brain. If you haven't, read that first!
They say don't fall in love, it's a mistake.
The trajectory of one's life can change in the blink of an eye. So what happens when a series of tragic events changes the cour...
This chapter contains references to self-harm and suicide, which may be upsetting to some readers.
If you are struggling, please know that you are not alone and you are deeply valued. Help is available, and there is hope.
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I used to float, now I just fall down I used to know but I'm not sure now What I was made for What was I made for?
The sun had begun its slow descent beyond the horizon, casting a dreamy haze of burnt orange and soft rose through Raelle's open balcony doors. The golden hour draped itself over the apartment like silk, stretching across the hardwood floors in molten ribbons of warmth. Her automatic shades remained drawn open, letting the last breath of day spill inside like liquid gold, tender and unbothered.
She moved barefoot through the space, her pace unrushed, her body instinctively matching the pulse of Kinda Famous, the latest album from KenTheMan, thumping confidently through the speakers. The beat wound around her, lifting her spirits like smoke curling upward—bold, smooth, untouchable. If only for a moment.
It was Friday night, and for the first time in what felt like months, her calendar was blank. No work, no last-minute errands, no unanswered texts weighing her down. The weekend belonged to her—and her alone. She planned to claim every second of it. Not with parties or people, but with solitude, silence, and sacred release.
Tonight was about purification.
Not just the physical act of cleaning, but the spiritual exorcism of a week that had clawed at her soul. She'd spent hours in a rhythmic trance, scrubbing, rearranging, decluttering—every wipe of a surface a quiet defiance against the chaos she'd endured. The heady mix of bleach and lavender hung heavy in the air now, both sterile and soft, the signature scent of reclamation. Her muscles ached, but it was the good kind—the ache that comes with effort, with discipline, with the promise of transformation.
Her reward was waiting: a long, indulgent shower followed by crisp linen sheets and the quiet hum of peace.
A half-drunk glass of wine sat on the kitchen island, its rim still shimmering faintly with the trace of her lip gloss. She didn't remember the last sip, only that it had been taken mid-motion, mid-cleanse. She crossed the cool floor, mop in hand, humming to the music, occasionally letting the lyrics roll from her lips like a spell she needed to cast.
