A Broken Angel [Demi Lovato]

[6] I'm Sorry.

Demi's POV: 

"That's enough okay!? You should really back down Demi. I swear to God I'll take Melanie with me and you're not gonna get her back in like ever." Marissa said to me.

"You need to leave. You can't decide anything about that, that's up to the judge. And until then she's staying with me." I said, I knew I was right because I gave birth to her so..

Marissa hugged her. "I'm going to win this love, I'm going to give you a better life. I love you don't ever forgot that, beautiful." she said. What is she even seeing in her?

Melanie started even crying more. "Bye" she said to Marissa. 

Marissa left finally. "You stay in your room. You're not allowed to come out untill I tell you to! Understand?" I yelled at her.

I went downstairs and the bell rang a few minutes later. I walked to the door and opened it. I saw Nick angry standing at the door opening.

"I'm so done with you! We're over! I'm taking Skyler with me." He said, I could literally hear his blood boil from anger.

He walked in and picked Skyler up who was sleeping. "Hey babygirl, I'm gonna get you out of here." he said to my 4 month old baby.

I pulled his arm. "Let her go, she is mine!" I yelled, he can't take my baby away from me.

"Skyler is mine too, and she's a baby not an object. Just like Melanie, you can't kick her for God's sake." and then he walked out of the door. 

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I had drunk a whole bottle of whisky and I went up to Melanie's room with the empty bottle. I unlocked her door and I stood at the door opening. 

"You have ruined my entire life." I threw the bottle at her and I saw it made a deep cut in her hand I came closer to her.

"Demi stop, I'm your daughter you can't hurt me." I saw the fear in her eyes but I didn't care, she ruined my relationship because of her my baby got taken away from me.

 "As a m-mom I'm not allowed to, I know save the crap. B-but.. it doesn't mean I won't." I said with a little smirk.

I hit her with my fist and she fell down on the floor. I kicked her in her ribs and left her room. I locked the door and went to my room. I let myself on the bed. And started sobbing untill I finally fell asleep.

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I swung my legs around the side of the bed and get up. I felt dizzy and sat down again. I had such an headache. 

I feel so bad about what happened last night. Nick broke up, he took skyler. Marissa is going to take Melanie away from me; and Melanie will probably never forgive, neither do Marissa and Nick. I have nothing left. 

I went to my closet and took a black skirt with a black top and I went to the badroom, I put them on and went to my car. I stepped in and slammed the door. I started driving to the nearest bar in town.

I walked in with my 3 inch black heels on. I went straight to the bar, and ordered an beer.

A guy came sit next beside me. "Well well what got you drinking so early in the morning." He looked familiar. "Sorry do I know you?" I asked. 

He looked at me. "Well I'm Wilmer Valderrama. Who are you?" He asked a little bit to curious.

"My name is Demi." I said with a smile, he's kinda hot. Stop Demi, you need to fix everything with Melanie, Nick and Marissa.

"I actually gotta go." I told him. "But you just got here, you're not gonna finish your beer?"

"No, I need to go home." Suddenly a guilt feeling went through me." I stood up and left the bar.

Melanie's POV:

I was sitting in my bedroom and I was so tired but I couldn't sleep. I heard Demi crying last night, she was crying because of me. I was becoming crazy of the voices screaming to me. Cut cut cut cut! Just when I was about to give in my door opened.

"De-emi" I whispered. She came closer to me and I stepped back. "Please, d-don't hurt me." I whispered. "I'm not gonna hurt you." She is, she just wants to get your trust back and then she's gonna hurt you again. "I'm really sorry about yesterday." She's lying. "I want you to forgive me." Don't forgive her. "Stop!" I yelled. We only want the best for you, we're your only friends. "Stop." I whispered.

"Babygirl, it's okay. Listen to my voice." Demi said. I could feel my breath quicken and I started shaking. Demi grabbed me and pulled me at her. "Match my breath, babygirl. In and out, in and out." She whispered. I calmed down and tears were streaming down my face.

"I'm s-sorry." I whispered. "It's okay, you have nothing to be sorry for. This is all my fault." I shook my head. "I'm sorry for not being good enough and worthy enough to live. I don't deserve you." I whispered the last part. "It's okay you should get some rest." She lay down beside me and pulled the blanket over us.

She stroked my hair and song me a lullaby and I slowly fell asleep.

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This is soo bad like my english sucks, but I wanted to give you guys an update.. So here it is. I will try to update more often I promise! Ly all! :)