[5] Did you forget everything we ever had?

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by xDemislovaticx

by xDemislovaticx

Melanie's POV:

"I need to you to know one thing babygirl." I nodded, so she would go on talking. "I sure can make you smile and laugh. And I can be there for you and I always will be. But you need to do one thing for me." She said while holding my hand.

"And that is?" I asked her.

"Love yourself, because no one can do that for you, you know that right?" She ran her hand through my hair.

How can I love myself? How can someone feel beautiful and whorty when you everyday hear otherwise?

"I know." I said quietly

"I'm your mother darling, every mom feels bad when her daughter feels not food enough.

"Now you are." I said with a sigh.

"What did you just say?" She asked raising up her voice.

"Now you are my mother. You weren't until you adopted me again and then abandoned me, so here we are. Again mother and daughter."

"Don't ever say that again! Okay? I told you why! Do you realize my father is your father too!? Do you know much it hurts me to know I made you feel worthless? I really didn't wanted to see you hurting like that, or do you think I did? That I'm a selfish little bitch!?"

"Yes, I did thought that you were a bitch and I still do." A tear dropped down her cheek.

She shove me to the ground. And gave me a kick at my head.

"Demi! What the hell! GET OUT!" Marissa yelled. I shouldn't probably be wondering why she was here but I kinda did.

"You can't send me away out of my own house!" She yelled.

"And you can't abuse your own daughter!" Marissa confessed angrily.

"She is not my daughter! Skyler is, at least she is beautiful and not a fat pig." Demi said.

I started crying. How can she say that? I hate her and myself.

"That's enough okay!? You should really back down Demi. I swear to God I'll take Melanie with me and you're not gonna get her back in like ever."

"You need to leave. You can't decide anything about that, that's up to the judge. And until then she's staying with me."

Marissa hugged me. "I'm going to win this love, I'm going to give you a better life. I love you don't ever forgot that, beautiful."

I started crying. "Bye." And I heard a slam of the front door.

"You stay in your room. You're not allowed to come out untill I tell you to! Understand?"

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Hours have passed by. I was killing time on Facebook and twitter and listing music. Demi has locked my door and window to make sure I can't leave.

Suddenly the door got opened and I saw Demi standing in the opening with an empty bottle of whisky.

"You have ruined my entire life." She threw the bottle at me and a piece of glass reached my cheek wich made a really deep cut.

She came closer to me. "Demi stop, I'm your daughter you can't hurt me." I said scared while crying. This is the first time I've ever seen Demi drunk and she really makes me feel terrified.

"As a m-mom I'm not allowed to, I know save the crap. B-but.. it doesn't mean I won't." She said smirking.

She hit me with her fist and I fell down on the floor. She kicked me in my ribs and left my room. I heard the sound of the door locking.

I tried to get up but I fell again. I started sobbing and just fell asleep.

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Omg this chapter is so shitty. I don't even know
I don't know how I came up that Demi suddenly kicked her head and stuff it just got into my head..