Let Me Know (THREESHOT)

Two weeks since then

Another day at work.

I decided to sleep at my parents' house for the night. I had explained to them what happened and told them not to speak to anyone nor talk to Suga about this. They were upset and seemed even more upset than I was. This was why I didn't want to tell them, I didn't want them to worry and become more upset than I was already. I was hurting and physically and mentally hurting.

Today, I woke up but I felt as if my energy ran out. Usually it didn't bother me but today was even worse.

"Are you sure you're okay? I can tell boss that a day off for you would be nice. It looks like you just woke up from the dead." One of my coworkers said. I shook my head.

"No, I'm fine." I answered quietly and smiled at them.

After work was done, I went to the changing room and changed back into my regular clothes and packed my things inside my bag, then walking out of cafe. I went to the library to check out a few books and return one, then I went to the mall and bought some clothes and when I got back to my parents' house, I looked online for a job. A new job. I've actually wanted to find a new job for a while now but I was always stalling and plus I was busy with other things.

My phone vibrated, and I saw that it was a text from Suga. I quickly answered with one word, and decided to go back to what I was doing. A few minutes later my phone buzzed again.

"Damn it, what does he want?!" I cursed. I unlocked my phone and wrote something to him, something I never thought I would write.

'Let's break up. We're over.'

I bit my lip, knowing that this was my final choice and I couldn't turn back time. I knew I had to move on from him, and I knew how much he hurt me. And I will never forgive him.

I got a call from him. Great. 

I answered him. "What?!" I tried not to shout.

"Forgive me, please.." His voice was quiet and low.

"No, after you did," I covered my mouth to prevent sobbing. It was quiet between us for a bit, then I finally answered. "I will never forgive you." I ended the call and went to lay down on the guest bed. I stared at the ceiling, wondering what would happen next.

I kept receiving calls, but I didn't pick them up. Then it stopped. I didn't know if wether I should be relieved or sad that he wasn't calling anymore.

I didn't even want to think anymore, honestly. I didn't even want to think about anything and just let myself drown into darkness. I wanted to let my feelings wash away into the air and become emotionless, and heartless. I didn't want anything interfering.

I stayed in the guest room for the past few days, I quit my job and slept in the bed. A week past, and I only came out of the room to either eat or shower and brush my teeth.

It's been two weeks now since I broke up with Suga. My mother urged me to get outside and do something or at least open the window for fresh air. I hesitated at first, but decided to open the window and look around. It felt weird looking outside since I've been cooped up in my room for two weeks now.

I looked at Suga's contact number. I was unsure if I should delete it or just leave it. I sighed, getting ready and decided to go outside. I smiled, and grabbed my bag, deciding to go and shop. I saw a familiar face, with a girl.

Suga.

For fucks sakes, why did it have to be him?

I bit my lip and ignored him. I looked beside me and saw a hot ass guy, and pulled him towards the changing room.

"What was that for?!" He shouted. I covered his mouth and looked at him.

"Listen, can you pretend to be my boyfriend for a bit? My ex is here." I peeked to see if Suga was around, and he was with his new 'girlfriend', and they were smiling and laughing. My heart hurt from seeing that, and I hadn't realized that the guy was watching me.

"Hey, are you okay?" He asked. I looked up at him, and didn't notice he was hotter than before. I mean, he was hot but of course if you looked at him up close, he was, omg.

"Y-Yeah.." I lied, then pulled him out, "Just follow my lead, okay?" I smiled and held his arm, pretending to look at clothes.

"S-Sure." He hesitated at first but then acted naturally.

"Found a boyfriend already?"

I turned around, seeing it was Suga.

"Y-Yeah." I looked up at him.

"Yeah, I'm her boyfriend, J-Hope." He answered.

"She must've been so desperate to find a boyfriend." Suga smirked. His girlfriend was glaring at me.

"Shut the hell up, no one talks to my girlfriend like that, a little ass like you should be walking away. You'll regret talking to her like that." The guy named J-Hope, went in front of me and went up close to Suga. The girl beside Suga pushed J-Hope away.

"Don't get any closer to my OPPA!" I glared at her and J-Hope slapped her away. He suddenly grabbed my hand but then as we were about to leave, J-Hope punched Suga and ran off with me.

"Thanks," I said, breathing as the two of us stopped to catch our breath. "Really.." I said smiling.

"I just can't stand guys like him. God, he's such an ass." He touched my cheek.

"Are you alright? I'm sorry that you had to see that. And that, you had to hear what he was saying." He hugged me, and I hugged him back.

"It's not your fault." I laughed, trying not to cry.

"You're hurt, aren't you?" He hugged me tighter. I could feel him stroking my hair. I hugged him back tight and buried my face in his chest.

"N-No." I started to cry hard.

"It's okay, (Y/N)."

I was shocked that he knew my name. I looked at him. "H-Hey.."

"It's me, Hoseok." He said smiling.

My childhood friend, Hoseok.

HOSEOK?!