Let Me Know (THREESHOT)

Let me Know pt.2

"He cheated on me."

There was silence between Hoseok and I.

He suddenly hugged me. I hugged him back tight.

"It's been so long, we didn't even recognize each other at the mall." He chuckled. I smiled weakly, laughing. He sighed and cupped my cheeks.

"(Y/N)," he whispered.

"Y-Yeah?" I whispered back, looking into his eyes.

Before I knew it, we were closer than before... Our lips met each other, pressing against one another and there was silence.

"You don't deserve him." Hoseok stroked my hair. "And he doesn't deserve you."

There was silence again.

"And I don't deserve you." I thought. I surely didn't deserve him, he was being too kind.. I didn't want to be a burden.

"(Y/N), don't ever, EVER, feel like you're such a burden. You're not a burden."  He whispered in my ear. It's as if he read my mind...

"But..." I started but got cut off by another kiss. I kissed him back deeply and wrapped my arms around him tight. The two of us fell asleep on my bed.

Suga's POV
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A month passed.

I wonder how (Y/N) was doing, with her new boyfriend.

My new girlfriend, Shinji and I are doing fine. But, why do I still miss (Y/N)?

I sighed to myself.

I never stopped thinking about her.

Why?

Three months passed.

Four.

Six.

Eight.

A year.

Two years.

I wonder how she was doing.

That was the only thing I thought about.

I broke up with Shinji today. For some reason it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would. Maybe because I still loved (Y/N).

I looked at (Y/N)'s contact info, hesitating to press the call button. I bit my lip.

I sung a song in my head. Let me know.

On this melody that's already finished, I'm struggling to hold on by myself
Tell it to me now
Let me know, that it's over

I looked at my phone again. My heart was hurting whenever I kept looking back at her name. I didn't delete my messages with her.

In a single instant, drop, drop, drop- the rain starts falling,
welling up in the corners of my eyes (The rain wells up) You well up
Even when I take a breath, I see you
The thing they say about love blooming and wilting as easily as cherry blossoms must be true
Like a dream, like fireworks, we burned hot and look, now all that is left are ashes
Hey girl I don't; The fact is you reached this conclusion by yourself
The warmth from your hands, your body,
once hotter than the equator, has disappeared from this melody
but I'm still on this same riff, repeat mark*
within this sheet of music that has already ended, I'm stuck in a loop by myself

I never wanted this. I never wanted to leave her..

On this melody that's already finished, I'm struggling to hold on by myself
Tell it to me now
Let me know that it's over
Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Though I already know that it's all over
Just so that I don't have any regrets,
Girl let me know Girl let me know
Girl let me know Girl let me know
Just tell me something, anything
I just wanna know
I just wanna know
Lingering feelings are holding on before this period mark
That's why you need to tell me something, anything
Girl let me know

I stared at the screen once again. Looking through the messages between us. Remembering all those promises we made- now they've just become useless, right? I laughed. But felt tears stinging to come out of the corners of my eyes. Fuck.

The promises we made together disappeared off to somewhere along with the times we spent
Dominos that have toppled under the strength of seperation, like Juliet and Romeo
Did I like you too much, too passionately?
Protected by the warmth between us
I rewind it now, the film of us together
Oh I gotta need a your thoughts
You've taken away the stars from the night, the sun from the day
The only thing that remains is cloudy skies and darkness
That rule that says if there is a beginning, there must be an end
Never Ever
Whatever rule that is, I want to break it, deny it,
convince you
Shit

What the hell is wrong with me?
I still love her more than ever.
I'm dying. I'm dying on the inside.
My tears wouldn't stop.

Maybe we're both idiots, fools,
After all, everybody has at least lost at least one love, and they live on
No, I don't feel the same way, oh oh oh
Yes, I know very well this can't go on
But sometimes, it's as though I'm drunk
I feel like my heart is about to burst, why do the tears come up
and make me want to vomit, cry out loud
I imagine us fighting, making up, and I understand you
The movements of your hands, the look in your eyes,
They've become faint but why won't they disappear, why?
Why won't they disappear, why
Why won't they disappear, why
Why won't they disappear

Please, just give me a chance
I know I don't deserve it..
But I can't handle this anymore-
This is too painful..
I held the phone in my hands tight.

Girl let me know
Girl let me know
Though I already know that it's all over
Just so that I don't have any regrets,
Girl let me know Girl let me know
Girl let me know Girl let me know
Just tell me something, anything
I just wanna know
I just wanna know
Lingering feelings are holding on before this period mark
That's why you need to tell me something, anything
Girl let me know

(Y/N), just let me know.. Even if I can't be your boyfriend, lover, your only one..

Girl let me know..