sunshine's POV
tahimik lang kami sa kotse. hanggang sa makasakay kami ng elevator at makarating sa unit ko. hindi nya na tinanggal sa sasakyan ang mga pinamili namin. sabi nya sa bahay na lang daw "namin" nya yon iuuwi. tutal lilipat na din daw naman ako bukas.
"salamat" i smiled. nasa tapat na kami ng unit ko. tumango lang sya. pero hindi pa rin sya umaalis kaya nanatili ako. he smiled a little and lower down his face to kiss me on cheeks. ikinagulat ko iyon. si winter lopez? hahalik sa pisingi? that's near to impossible.
"goodnight my sunshine" he whisppered. then tumalikod na sya sakin
"winter" hindi napigilang tawag ko sa kanya. "gusto mo munang magkape?" i asked him when he turn on me. he smiled
"sige"
pinapasok ko sya sa loob ng unit ko. i lead him to the kitchen and make coffee for him. i also make milk for me. naupo kami sa hapag at pinagsaluhan yon.
"wala kang kasama dito?" tanong nya maya maya
"wala" tipid na sagot ko "pero minsan dumadalaw si rem at si vin dito" i added. natigilan sya sa pag inom ng kape dahil don. i can see his teeth clenched. nagseselos na naman kay vin toh "bakit?" painosenteng tanong ko ng tingnan nya ko ng masama. then ininom ko ang gatas ko
"bakit?" tanong din nya
"anong bakit?" kunot noo kong tanong
"bakit mo ko iniwan?" natigilan ako, lalo na ng makitang gumuhit ang sakit sa mga mata nya
"winter .. " nagbaba ako ng tingin. hinawakan nya ang kamay kong nakapatong sa lamesa. nagtagpo ang tingin namin at nakita kong namumula ang gilid ng mga mata nya. his eyes speak sadness. but why? kaya nga ako lumayo diba? so autum and him could be happy. pero bakit malungkot na winter ang nasa harap ko ngayon?
"you're the sunshine in the middle of the winter" he smiled, a sad one. "autum came back. pero nung hinalikan nya ko. i realized how much you mean to me, how much iloveyou that i dont want to lose you. im sorry that it's already late for me to realize that" his tears fell. agad na pinunasan nya iyon. "iloveyou sunshine" he whisppered
"winter .. " i called his name. bumagsak rin ang luha sa mga mata ko. hearing those words from winter brought so much joy to me.
"i let her kissed me" hninawakan nya ang kamay ko at inalagay iyon sa pisngi nya, then i felt his lips kissing it "para malaman ko kung ano ba talagang nararamdaman ko. kasi naguguluhan ako. but the moment her lips brushed over mine, i see you in my mind crying. na mahal kita kaya ayaw kong makagawa ng bagay na makakasakit sayo" i felt his tears in my hand "mahal kita, mahal na mahal"
"sabi mo mahal mo si autum diba?"
"hindi mo kasi pinakinggan yung sinabi ko matapos kong sabihin yon" he chuckled while his tears are still falling
"ano bang sinabi mo?"
"kung ano yung sinabi ko sayo ngayon" tinamad na naman syang ielaborate. i pout "ang tamad mo talagang magpaliwanag!"
"ayaw ko ng verbal eh, non-verbal gusto mo? with feelings pa" he grinned. i frowned but he brushed his lips over mine in an instant
he insert his tongue on my mouth as if tasting every corners of my mouth. how i missed this. i felt his hands on my legs gently carressing it. tumayo sya at hinila ako. buong puso naman akong nagpaubaya. he lift me up so i encircled my legs around his waist. we went to my room while still kissing each other.
tumalon ako sa kama pagkatapos nya kong ibaba sa edge noon. nahiga ako at nagkumot na. mapagtripan tong lalaking toh. namiss ko kasi yung pang aakit sa isla eh.
"winter buhayin mo yung air con. im sleepy" i yawn. 'you're unbelievable' looked painted on his face. i winked, iiling iling na lang nyang binuksan ang air con at tumabi na sakin. he sit on the space beside me and kissed my lips once again
"uuwi na ko, magpahinga ka dito" he said
"anong uuwi?" hindi makapaniwalang sabi ko "dito ka" i tapped the space beside me
"sunshine?"
"tabihan mo ko" niyakap ko ang braso nya "please" i never thought i was able to use puppy eyes. but i did, just for winter to stay
"ok" he sigh, nagtanggal sya ng sapatos. tapos ay ang pantalon at shirt naman nya
"what are you doing?!" i shrieked. gumaganti ba toh at nang aakit din?
"naghuhubad" he chuckled
"winter ano bang-"
"yuck shine, ang pervert mo na" tumabi sya akin sa kama na tanging boxers lang ang saplot "feeling mo makikipag ano ko sayo?" he laugh
"panindigan mo yan ha!" sinamaan ko sya ng tingin at tinalikuran.
"para binibiro ka lang" sabi nya at yumakap sakin "iba kasi ineexpect mo"
"winter?!" i shrieked, napipikon na ko
"i was just kidding" mas humigpit ang yakap nya "im dying to take you shine, but not now. you and baby winter is tired" kanina naiinis ako, pero nagyon kinikilig na. winter is more than a sex starved monster. he's a truly gentleman.
