To Be Married or Not to Be

The Surprise - Part 9

May 24th, 2012, 12:27 pm

I sighed as I sat down next to my brother looking at Rainbow Falls. It was miraculous creation. There where a billion rocks everywhere and there was a wall of rocks and in the middle was beautiful waterfall. Ashton and I were sitting under it, well behind it, but I could still feel some water dropping on me. Around us were trees and rocks. Over to my left my parents were sitting next to each other all cuddled up and talking to each other. Usually I would think that's really gross, but today I just thought it was kinda cute. I tried not to look very often cause it reminds me of how Jake and I were.

I sat in thought about if Jake and I could do the long distance relationship thing any longer. We kind of were breaking apart a little. A week ago I told him that maybe we should break up because we got into an argument.

- Flashback -

I turned on my computer and then turned on Skype. I logged into to my account 'CheyGurl' and saw that Jake or 'Bball_JD' was on. I clicked Call with Video and it started calling him. After about a minute he answered.

"Hey Chey," Jake said into the camera. I saw a figure in the back of the room he was in. He turned to that person and told them they had to go and I heard a soft voice say 'Ok'.

"Who was that?" I said.

"Just a friend."

"Oh really a friend? What's this friend's name?"

"Ady. Chey, she's just a friend."

"What was she doing in your room?"

"She came by to pick up some papers because she was sick and then we were just talking."

"Fine, but don't let her be in there alone with you again."

"Calm down, why are you so jealous?"

"I just don't think a boyfriend should be hanging out alone with another girl in his room."

"Cheyenne what is with you? You've been crazy jealous lately."

"I've been crazy? Well I'm sorry that I get mad because you never text me, call me, Skype me, or email me anymore. Apparently I'm not worth your time anymore!" I yelled.

"Chey, baby..."

"Don't call me baby. You know what I think we should just break up," I said almost to tears.

"No. Stop Cheyenne, you know I don't want that. I love you too much."

"Really? Do you really love me because if you really did I think you would probably show it better!"

"I'll try, Chey. I promise, but you also have to promise to not be so over protective about everything."

"I'm not that protective, anyway I have to go. Goodbye."

"Cheyenne, wait--" I hung up and then logged off of Skype.

- End of Flashback -

Since then I haven't talked to him. Whenever he called, texted, or emailed me I just didn't answer and clicked delete to the messages. Ashton doesn't know what happened, but I can tell he knows something has been wrong because he's been trying to help me by taking my mind off of it. We've been bowling, we've went out to eat, and then yesterday we went to a movie. I talked to Nicole yesterday, but I didn't tell her about the fight. I have been absorbed in my thoughts lately. Being with my friends and Ashton though has helped. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I looked at Ashton, "Yeah?"

"We're heading back down."

"Ok," I mumbled.

"Hey, you ok sis?"