Marie's Pov
I started grinding my hips against the growing bulge in his pants . he placed his hands on my waist and leaned his head back . "God damnit ." he groaned throwing his head back . I leaned down and lightly kissed his neck . "Baby . I love you so much ." I whispered my breath hitting his neck making him shiver . "Baby talk to me ." I said kissing down his neck leaving little hickeys down his neck . "I-I , Oh my God ." he groaned when I ran my hands down his chest and lightly over the tint in his jeans . I came up from his neck and kissed his lips . he broke the kiss . "Baby I'm not in the mood ." he said looking at me . "What ?" I asked . "I don't wanna have sex right now ." he said . I got off his lap . "Okay?" I said getting my sweat shirt . and putting it on . he got up and grabbed my hands . and made me look him in the eyes . "Hey maybe some other time ." he said and kissed my nose . "Uh okay ?" I said . I heard something come from the bathroom . I turned my head . "What was that ?" I asked . looking back at him . "Nothing probably just Jj doing something ." he said stepping in front of me stopped me from walking to the bathroom . "You told me Jj was gone and wouldn't be back for a while ." I said letting go of his hands . my heart started racing . "Jack what are you hiding ?" I asked him , my hands trembling . "Nothing I promise you ." he said getting in front of me again when I tried to walk to the bathroom again . "Get out of my way ." I said sternly . he didn't move . "Jack get out of the fucking way now ." I said through gritted teeth a tear falling from my eye . "No Marie ." he said back . "Jack GET OUT OF THE FUCKIG WAY NOW !" I yelled at him . he looked down and moved a little bit but I pushed him out of the way and walked to the bathroom . my hands trembled as my hands reached for the door nob . I turned it and opened the door . the sight killed me . "Well well well , long time no see ." she said standing in her see threw bra and underwear . I backed up shaking my head back and forth . my breathing was heavy and I couldn't control it. "Marie I can explain ." jack said coming towards me . I kept backing up until my back hit a counter . I put my hands in my hair . the tears were endless . "Marie please ." he said coming towards me . I looked at him . "Leave me the fuck alone ." I said . "Marie ." he said grabbing my hands . "DONT TOUCH ME !" I yelled . "Fuck you , Fuck you . Fuck you ."I said continuously . I punched him dead in the chest . "FUCK YOU!" i screamed smaking him in the face . I ran out of the door slamming it on my way out .
it felt as if everything was in slow motion , my vision was blurry because of how many tears were running down my face . I felt dizzy . I could barley walk . I walked to my room .
I opened the door and Matthew was no where to be found . I closed the door locking it and stumbled into the bathroom . I locked the door . I grabbed onto the counter . I saw a note . "Hey Marie , I went and got a room with Bobbi , i think it would be the best for both of us . good bye ." I read .
silence filled the room . "I fucking hate you ." Something whispered . I looked up and saw the monster . the one that has hated me for years and years .
my reflection . "I FUCKING HATE YOU!" It yelled at me . "EVERYONE HATES YOU ! YOU UGLY PIECE OF DIRT ." it yelled . I let a tear fall down my cheek . "YOUR A DISGRACE!" it yelled . "I-i didn't mea-" I tried to say but it cut me off . "You ugly, worthless , stupid slut ." it said . "Go kill your self ." it said . i was silent . I opened my bathroom drawer and grabbed my razor . I didn't think twice . I pushed the blade into my skin , and made a long deep line across my wrist . I heard an angles voice . "I'll save you from the demons ." He whispered . "Do it again you worthless piece of shit ." the monster yelled at me . I did it again . "I'll rescue you Marie ." the angle spoke . "DO IT AGAIN ." the demon yelled . "I love you Marie ." he whispered . "He's fucking gone and you have no one left , stupid whore .Font you get it ? Your not good enough and you will never be . now stop living in some fantasy world and snap into reality , Everyone hates you ." the demon said . the angle was gone now . I slit my wrist 5 more times . on both arms . I dropped the blade , dripping in blood , on the counter . I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed my keys . I put some sweats on . my arms still dripping in blood . my vision started to get blurry but I didn't care . I walked out of the room and slowly walked down the stairs and to my car .
I opened the drivers side door and got in . pushing on the gas and was off .
I stopped at a bridge .
I got out of my car , rolled my sleeve down and walked over to the edge . I climbed over the little railing and stood at the edge . I looked down at the water then back up , taking a deep breath .
"Everyone hates you ."
"Worthless slut ."
"Jump ."
"Do it , it would make everyone's life's better ."
"To forever happiness ." I whispered .
a tear fell from my eye .
I looked down and looked back up .
"Good bye world ." I whispered to myself .
I took one more breath and turned around .
I leaned backwards
falling .
I opened my eyes and saw the dark sky . a star was right in front of my face . I lifted my hand up to grab it but I couldn't reach it . I felt a huge impact hit my back .
I blacked out .
goodbye world .
