Marie's Pov
I looked down . "I'm so sorry." Bobbi said touching my shoulder . I flinched . "Don't fucking touch me." I said . "I don't care what you told me, I still hate your guts, Matthew is the love of my life and you had to come in and fuck it up." I said getting up . I grabbed my phone off the nightstand . Chelsea put her hand on my back . "Wait outside I'll be right there ." I nodded and limped outside. I closed the door behind me.
Chelsea's Pov
Marie shut the door and I looked at Bobbi . "I don't believe you for a second, My best friend is heart broken and if I find out you had anything to do with it, your fucking dead." I said to Bobbi walking out of the room. I put my hand on Marie's back and held her hand as we walked down the hallway.
Marie's Pov
We walked down the long hallway , I looked up and everything was in slow motion . Jack was walking. He looked at me and smirked . I rolled my eyes as he walked past me . Nash appeared out of know where . and came up to me . "I had fun last night ." he whispered walking past me . I turned around but he wasn't there . I turned back around as my breathing started to get heavier . I looked to my side when I felt someone grab my arm , it was Cameron, "I saved your life." he said and let go of me disappearing as I walked away from him . I looked to my side and didn't see Chelsea there anymore . I stopped walking, I put both of my hands in my hair. My knees became weak and I fell to the ground . I saw shoes in front of me . I looked up . Matt was looking down at me . "I love you baby." "I love you too Matthew." I said. he put his hand out and I took it. he pulled me up . I looked down, I looked back up and he was gone . "Your a filthy whore." I turned around and Jack, Nash, Cameron and Matthew were all standing next to each other. "I love you so much Marie." Matthew said. "Your a slut ." Jack said . "You deserve to be put on the streets." Nash said . "You went with all of us you fucking whore ." Cameron said . My breathing became unsteady as I put my hands in my hair . "Get out of my head ." I said to myself . "GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" I yelled . "Slut, bitch, whore, filthy cunt, Fat nothing." the names ran through my head. All of them came from the boys standing in front of me. "STOP." I yelled . "Filthy bitch." Cameron said. The voices were too loud to hear Matthew anymore, so nothing was helping me through this. My conscious was my worst enemy right now. it was me against her. She was doing anything in her power to make me feel like shit and it was working. She wants me to jump off of that bridge again. "STOP PLEASE." I continued to scream at me. I tried to think of Matthews beautiful voice telling me that he loves me and everything would be okay . But the voices got louder.Telling me I wasn't worth it. I didn't deserve love or life. Or that I was a filthy piece of garbage. But the one that caught my attention was when one of them said,"No wonder why your dad tryed to kill you, your a worthless piece of trash and you deserve it." I started to sob. I ran down the hallway, it felt endless by the voices just got louder. I couldn't escape them. I stopped running and leaned on a wall still crying. I hit the wall. "Stop, stop, stop!" I yelled. I felt someone touch my shoulder. I turned around and saw a girl with dark long hair and piercing brown eyes. "Maggie?" I whispered. "Everything's gonna be okay." she said wiping the tears from my face. "I'm here and I've always been, I'm watching over you, Now wake up." she said. I was confused. "Wake up." she whispered. I closed my eyes.
I inhaled hardly when my body popped up and my eyes opened. I looked around and I was in my room. "Are you okay?" Chelsea said coming rushing towards me with a bottle of water. I grabbed the water and took drink. "Yeah I'm fine thank you." I said handing her the water back. "You passed out when we were walking to the room, I had to carry you the rest of the way." she laughed. I looked down. "Where's Matt?" I asked. "I don't know, nobody's seen him since what happened." she said. "Do you believe what Bobbi said?" I asked her. "Honestly I don't at all, Matt has never wanted to hurt you intentionally." she said sitting down on the bed next to me. I sighed. "It's like 12 o'clock at night and you've been through a lot. Try and sleep, I'll come see you in the morning, I love you." she said. "I love you too." I mumbled. she got up and walked out of the room floating the door behind her. I payed down trying to relax. I closed my eyes it they quickly opened when I heard someone open the door. i sat up and saw a figure walking in. "Please don't hurt me." I whispered. "I would never." he said seriously. it was matt. he closed the door behind him. and put his keys and jacket down on the coffee table. and went to the bathroom.
he came back out shirtless and in his boxers. "Good night." he said getting in his bed and turning away from me. I sighed and payed back down , turning away from him, pulling the thin blanket back over me. I felt the air kick up. it started to become cold. I brought my knees up to my chest as I started to shiver. my lip began shaking as I got colder. I felt my blanket being lifted. My bed began to dent. I felt a strong arm wrap around me and pull me close to there body, warming me up. he put his head in my neck. "Marie I just wanted to say that your beautiful and your worth the world. I'm so sorry for everything I have ever done to you. I'm here and I will be until the day I die. The demons that haunt you every day. I will help you fight them. they will not win. I know you hate me right now and I hate that but I am here and will always be. I will not hurt you physically or mentally. i love you and I will rescue you." I closed my eyes. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out. I didn't know what to say. "I love you." I mouthed making sure he didn't hear it.
