Love Is Simply Insane

Chapter Seven

Lovely art by akita-sensei.deviantart.com. Akita-sensei also has a tumblr. Which as i mentioned before i forget the link to it. But i think the username on tumblr is also Akita-sensei.

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Ruki lay awake. He was in his own apartment, Akira sound asleep beside him. He was thinking about what had happened earlier that day with Tseng. He still hadn't told Akira what happened.

"I just hope your assistant realizes you're fucking insane."

The words ran through Ruki's mind over and over. Maybe Tseng was right, maybe he was insane. Ruki bit his lip and sighed. He closed his eyes as arms wrapped around his waist. Akira continued to snore, Ruki grabbed one of Akira's hands, intertwining their fingers.
"What's wrong?" A sleepy voice mumbled as Akira buried his face in the back of Ruki's neck. "Just thinking about what Tseng said earlier." Ruki bit his lip, Akira sat up, looking over his lover's shoulder. "What happened? Are you selling the lab?" Akira asked as Ruki rolled over onto his back. Akira stared down at the scientist, curious on what could be bothering him. Akira leaned in and pecked his lover on the lips. Ruki smiled at Akira once he pulled away. "Tseng made me angry today." Ruki's smile went to a frown as he said this. Akira nodded, waiting for the rest of the explanation. "He threatened me and I attacked him. He called me insane."
Akira continued to stare at his lover, finally Ruki gave in. "He threatened to hurt me. Threatened to rape me. So I attacked him and he fought back, of course. Then he called me fucking insane."
"Ruki, don't pay any attention to him. He's just some fucking foreigner who wants to make it big here and plans to do whatever he has to do to achieve that." Akira laid back down, pulling the scientist close. "You smell nice." Akira mumbled, beginning to nibble on Ruki's collarbone.
Ruki bit his lip as Akira's hands began to wonder his body, pushing down his boxers to free his groin. "A-akira...no, not tonight." Ruki closed his eyes tightly, trying to push the larger male off. "Akira, stop!" Ruki shouted, punching Akira's chest. "Calm down." Akira ordered as he grabbed ahold of Ruki's wrists.
Ruki stopped moving and waited for Akira's next movements. "Ruki, please." Akira pressed a desperate kiss to Ruki's lips. "Ruki, i really want you." Akira kissed down the side of Ruki's neck and to his collarbone, causing the scientist to writhe in pleasure.
"Akira..." Ruki bit his lip, holding back a moan as Akira nipped at his collarbone. "Akira...please stop." Ruki mumbled the words and Akira reluctantly stopped the assault. "Im sorry." Akira bit his lip and sighed. Ruki let out a shaky breath and pulled his boxers back on. "Ruki, i just...i love you and i want to have sex with you. It's getting harder and harder to hold back." Akira sat up and eventually stood from the bed and leaving the room. Ruki looked at the clock, 12:30. It was half passed midnight.
Ruki hugged the blankets to his chest. He was beginning to feel guilty about always rejecting Akira's urges. He could understand Akira wanting to have sex. Everyone wants that sexual release every once in a while. Ruki sighed, burying his face in his hands. He too wanted to have sex with Akira. But it just isn't that simple. Saying he's going to have sex is easier said than done. After all, the last few times he had sex he was filled with immense pain, no matter how his partner prepared him for it. Ruki sat up and looked at the bedroom door, listening for any sign of Akira coming back. The guilt was eating at his stomach, had he upset Akira by rejecting him yet again? But why would Akira be upset? After all, he does know of Ruki's sexual history and all the pain he was put through.
Ruki climbed out of bed and slowly made his way to the door. Ruki stared at the doorknob for a few minutes, just waiting for it to open on its own. After a deep breath, Ruki hesitantly grabbed the doorknob, slowly creaking the door open. As he peaked through he saw Akira, sitting on the sofa with his head in his hands. Was he truly upset with the scientist? Was he finally questioning their relationship? Was he going to break everything off? Ruki could only bite his lip at those thoughts. He slowly made his way over to the couch and sitting next to the younger male. "Akira. Im sorry." Ruki grabbed one of Akira's hands. "Im really sorry."
"No Ruki. You've been injured and beaten so many times. I don't blame you for not completely trusting me." Akira sighed and Ruki shook his head, "i do trust you. Im just frightened." Ruki sat patiently, awaiting Akira's reply. After a few moments of silence, Ruki stood. "I want to have sex, Akira."
Akira looked up at the scientist, studying his face intently. "Are you sure?" Akira stood too, towering over the smaller male. "Once you start this i cant stop." Akira said and Ruki took a deep, shaky breath. "I know Akira. Just please, try not to hurt me." Ruki gave a smile and lead the younger male to the bedroom. Ruki smiled at Akira, standing on his tiptoes and pressing a kiss to the taller man's lips.
Once again, as Akira's hands began to wonder, Ruki's courage went down the drain. Ruki could feel the shyness creeping over his mind and he bit his lip. Akira lightly squeezed the scientist's ass and gently picked him up. Akira set the other male on the bed and stared at his face. "Last chance to back out. After this point i wont be able to stop." Akira said and Ruki slowly nodded his head. "Its alright, Akira. Let's have sex." Ruki pulled his shirt off and allowed Akira to slip his boxers off. As Akira began to undress, Ruki placed the pillows against the headboard, leaning into them. Akira climbed onto the bed, placing his hands on Ruki's thighs and gently forcing his legs apart.
"Akira...wait." Ruki grabbed the other man's wrist, staring up at him. "What is it?" Akira drew back, keeping himself from moving any further. "The last times...it really hurt. If that happens, will you please stop?" Ruki looked away from his lover, blush covered his face. "Of course. I don't want to hurt you." Akira leaned forward and pecked Ruki on the lips.
Akira pushed Ruki's thighs apart yet again, causing the smaller man to grab one of his pillows, hugging it to his chest. Ruki bit his lip as Akira began to wiggle a finger inside of him. As soon as the finger was fully in, Akira stopped all movement. Akira looked up at Ruki, awaiting a sign of compliance. The scientist soon nodded his head and Akira began to moved his finger, slowly thrusting it. Ruki bit his lip, remembering all the others times he had been through this. The tightness in his stomach grew and he already wanted this to end. Ruki sighed into the pillow and Akira stopped all movement once again, looking at his lover. "Ruki?"
"Its okay." Ruki nodded his head as he said this. "Im going to add a second finger now." Akira said softly. Ruki nodded his head and Akira gently forced in a second finger and keeping his hand completely still. "Its okay, Akira." Ruki gave his lover a smile and hugged his pillow tightly. Akira slowly began scissoring his fingers, causing Ruki's body the shiver. "It's been a long time for you, hasn't it Ru? Your body is really sensitive." Akira made a comment to which Ruki only nodded when Akira looked up at him.
"How does it feel?" Akira asked as he added a third finger. Ruki buried his face into the pillow as his face turned red. "Ru?" Akira stopped moving his fingers yet again, just staring at the pillow his lover was holding. "Im alright. It feels...different than last time." Ruki peaked out from behind his pillow to look at his lover.
Akira began to lowly thrust his fingers in and out out his lover, causing the smaller man's body to writhe and squirm.
"Akira..." Ruki bit his lip as he moaned. Akira retreated his fingers and pressed a kiss to Ruki's lips. "Im going to enter you now." Akira mumbled and deepened the kiss as he guided his cock to Ruki's entrance. Ruki flinched and bit his lip, causing Akira to break from the kiss. Akira stared down at his lover as he slowly filled him. Once he had fully entered Ruki he stopped all movement. "Are you alright?" Akira asked to which Ruki slowly nodded and hugged his pillow tightly. "Let me know when you're used to it. You need to relax and trust me." Akira grabbed one of Ruki's hands and intertwined their fingers, this caused Ruki to loose his grip on the pillow. Ruki kept his free arm on the pillow, holding it close to his face.
"Akira...you can move. Just do it slowly, please." Ruki mumbled to which Akira nodded and slowly began pulling out before slowly thrusting back into the smaller male. Ruki buried his face into the pillow as Akira kept at the slow pace. "Ru, i'll stop if you need me to." Akira said and Ruki peaked out from behind his pillow. "No, im alright."
Ruki's whole body was shaking, causing Akira to grow nervous. "Ruki, if you're scared we can stop now." Akira once again gave his opinion but only got a no in reply. "Akira...c-could you move a bit more?" Ruki blushed at the words and Akira followed the order, quickening his pace alittle and causing Ruki to bury his face into the pillow again. "Ruki, i want to hear you." Akira grabbed the pillow and pulled it away. Akira tossed the pillow to the floor and leaned in, planting a kiss to Ruki's lips. "Akira..." Ruki finally let his tears fall to which Akira stopped moving and stared down at his lover. "Ruki? Are you alright? I didn't hurt you did i?"
"No. Im actually enjoying this." Ruki smiled and the tears continued to fall, Ruki trying to wipe them away. "Please Akira... start again." Ruki said and Akira sighed, slowly beginning to move his hips again. Akira quickened the pace and Ruki wrapped his arms around the larger male's neck, pulling him closer. "Akira..." Ruki bit his lip and closed his eyes. "F-faster." Ruki mumbled and his breathing began to quicken. Akira followed the order and pulled one of Ruki's legs up, resting it on his shoulder. "Ngh..."Ruki laid back, just staring up at his lover, breathing heavily. "Ruki?" Akira bit his lip and stopped his movements, staring down at the smaller male. "Are you alright?"
Ruki closed his eyes, breathing in deeply. "Ruki?" Akira was becoming scared with each passing second. "Ruki, answer me. Are you alright?" Akira demanded in a soft voice. "Y-yes..." Ruki bit his lip and pushed his hips forward, trying to force the organ deeper inside of himself. "Why'd you stop?" Ruki gave Akira a smile and the larger male sighed. "I thought you had gotten hurt or frightened or-" Ruki had wrapped his arms around Akira's neck and forcefully kissed him, cutting off Akira's words. "I love you." Ruki mumbled into the kiss
"Can you move.?" Ruki asked as he broke the kiss to which Akira gladly complied. Akira thrust his hips forward, Ruki letting out a moan. "I love you." Ruki cried out the words.

Author's Note
Well, i didn't finish the sex scene. Lol, you'll just have to use your imagination for the rest. Im sorry this took so long, but the thing is i've been working on this for two weeks, writing until i fall asleep or get too tired to write. So here's a chapter and the next will be up soon enough, hopefully.