Lost then Loved

The Pain

Chapter 4-

Emma's p.o.v-

I woke up the next morning with Rydian wrapped around me. I sat there and admired his features his brown hair, pink ful lips, his perfect baby blue eyes wait blue eyes. I jumped up noticing that he had been staring at me the whole time.

"Whatcha staring at?" He asked his eyes focusing on mine.

"You, us, everything" I smile at him

"What about us?"

"How lucky i am to be with you and how safe i feel with you after what happened with my mother and my old pack."

"Mother and old pack?"

"Wait what?"

"What?"

"What?"

"What did you say?"

"What did you hear?"

As I was finishing my sentence I was already up and in the bathroom. As soon as I was in there I had the door locked. Rydian pounded on the door and I just ignored him and turned on the shower. I got in the shower and stood there and tried to think of a way I was going to get out of this without having to explain it.

"Em you can't hide forever we do live together."

I sighed knowing I would eventually have to tell him.

"Stupid" I whispered to myself

As I finished washing up and got out I dryed myself off. I got dressed and just as I went to walk out a pain coursed through my body. As quickly as it came it went it took me a minute to catch my breath I caught my breath and walked out of the bathrrom and into the bedroom.

"Weird?"

I look around the room and there was no sign of Rydian. I walked out of the room and walked down the hall I turned the corner to walk down stairs and walked in on something I never thought i would in my life. Rydian lip locked with that blonde Ayssa.

"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!" I screamed as load as I could.

Rydian turned away from her and towards me.

"No its not what it looks like!" he yelled

I turned and ran towards the front door.

"Where are you going?"

"For a god damn walk I will be back later!"

I walked out of the house with a slam of the door I was so mad I couldn't see straight. I walked towards the woods thinking of what I should do when the pain started again. I started having trouble breathing again and the pain kept getting worse. My legs gave out from the pain as I layed on the ground unable to move the pain getting worse and worse and all I could do is let out a Scream.

"RYDIAN!" I screamed before I blacked out.

Rydian's p.o.v-

I was so pissed at myself for letting this happen. As I pacing back and forth through the house I tried to find different things to throw against the wall I ran my hands through my hair to try to keep myself busy.

"Baby calm down"

"No Alyssa you don't get to call me that or be around me I didnt want you here that was my brothers idea so if you think for even a second that I have ever cared or had feelings for you let me tell you something you are horribly wrong." I inch closer to her my face growing red.

"You don't mean that" She began to cry

"Yes I do there is only one person I love and right now she is out there hurt and upset because of you now get out of my fucking sight." I yelled in my alpha voice

Alyssa quickly got up and ran out of the room crying and I couldnt care less. I walked up to my room and layed on bed I rolled towards Emma's side and it smelt just like her vanilla and roses. I smiled at the smell and hoped she would come back soon. I got up from the bed and walked down stairs to talk to my beta and best friend Dylan.

"Hey man" I patted his shoulder and went to sit next to him

"Hey"

"How's it going?"

"It's going" I sigh

"So I hear there's a new Luna?"

"Yep her names Emma and she is amazing."

"Where is she?"

"Out for a walk"

"I see"

I nod my head and go to speak to Dylan again and that's when it happened.A blood curdling scream rung through the house. Dylan and I jumped up and ran towards the door we made it outside and that's when another scream was heared.

"RYDIAN!"

We ran towards the woods where the screaming was coming from when we made it to the source I Couldn't beileve what was in front of me I dropped to my knees and ran my hand through my beautiful mates hair.