well. um. okay. its been a while like over a year. but i really am sorry that i literally havent posted in so long i kinda forgot about wattpad. but im doing fine i'm actually alive surprise bitch. anyways, let me catch you up on what ive been doing. well i went to my first concert in december which was falling in reverse, attila, assuming we survive, and metro station and it was honestly amazing. but i also lost a best friend. alexa. she wasnt there for me when i needed her the most. why did i need her so much? well my room caught on fire. i lost everything. my paints in my room caught on fire and my entire room caught on fire we had to remodel my room and the bathroom completely and my brothers room had smoke damage. but my room was destroyed. we had to tear down the walls and everything. but yeah when that happened i just needed my best friend and she wasnt there for me. but me and her are cool. like we aren't fighting we just dont talk anymore. oh and i went to my second and third concert my second one was vans warped tour and i went with my current best friend sydney. shes amazing. but yeah the concert was all day long and my dad was the one who brought us and the three of us had an amazing time. my third concert was about a month ago and it was korn, rob zombie, and in this moment. it was just me and my dad cuz i couldnt bring a friend cuz the concert was on a school night. kms. but me and him bonded over the mosh pits and how amazing korn and rob zombie was. but that's really all that happened but i did hit 8 months without self harming at all which i was really proud of. ive come along way. ive been out of the closet at lesbian for almost 2 years now, i started my freshman year of high school and its been amazing so far even tho my electives right now are gym and health but i signed up for them cuz you have to have 2 gym credits and 1 health credit to graduate so im getting those out of the way so i dont have to do them. i kinda have classes with most of my friends but my best friend i only have lunch with her. im actually in study hall right now writing this on my school laptop cuz wattpad isnt blocked and i have nothing to work on and my phone is charging rn. but today at lunch (which is after study hall for me) im asking sydney out to homecoming today even tho i dont want to got to homecoming cuz of course my birthday has to be in fall and of course homecoming has to be on my birthday so thats just wonderful i was just gonna order myself a pineapple pizza and watch shameless or greys anatomy all day i mean id rather do that then spend $300 on a dress im wearing for 4 hours than never wear it again and wear heels all night but im just getting a new pair of vans and wearing those with my dress i still have to go dress looking but i still dont want to go but im still gonna ask my best friend to go with me cuz she wants asked out so you know what im gonna be a great person and best friend and ask her myself cuz im awesome. but thats all i got for you guys today i think im gonna start writing in study hall everyday now since i have nothing to do. but i love you guys still byeee see you friday.
