The Street Racer and The Gang Leader(Complete/Editing)

Chapter 21

Addie

"Dom... I..." Urgh! Why can't I just say it! Say it addie say it!

"Before you answer me" I looked at him to tell him to go on "i just want you to know that's you've changed my life from the day we met. The first time I met you from that moment I know you're the one for me. I want to grow old with you addie. I really.. Really really... Love you. And I don't know what to do without you"

"Dom, I"

I went in my car and drove away to the place I know I'll be safe and where my mind can relax.

When I arrived at the lake house I sat on the large rock beside the lake and stared at the water. I wonder what my life would be if I'm going to be with Dominick. I know it's going to be successful and luxurious but I don't know if I'll be happy. I don't want to marry someone and ending up divorcing because we can't take it anymore. I want a marriage that would last forever and forever.

Suddenly I thought about my future if I'm going to be with danny. Well I can't think really of anything but it would be full of adventures, ups and downs and mystery. I don't really know him that well..

After thinking about the pros and cons I went to my car and drove to the nearest diner and ordered vanilla milkshake because nothing can go wrong with one delicious glass of milkshake right? And it's vanilla! While I was sipping my drink I saw a familiar face at the counter ordering.

"Hey, Xavier!" I waved my hand so that he can see me. When he saw me he smiled brightly showing his dimpled cheek. he would look cute if he would just change his outfit. Xavier walked towards me carrying his tray and sat down infront of me. 

"Hello, Miss" He smiled again

"Hi! soo what are you doing here" He looked at me with one brow raised "oh yah.. ofcourse you're here to eat" I laughed awkwardly stupid me.

Xavier began digging in his food. for a skinny and lanky guy he eats a lot, like seriously A LOT! he has 2 cheeseburgers, 2 Fries, 1 large coke and a big bowl of sundae. How come he's still thin?!

"Uhm.. Yes miss?" he asked, I didn't realize I was starring at him

"huh?" I stupidly asked 

"you we're starring miss" he said

"I was not! and stop calling me miss! call me addie" I smiled 

"sure, and you we're starring at me addie" he then winked 

"ew! hahaha don't wink at me!" I laughed loudly

"sorry" He said shyly while smiling and he then continued to eat his food.

we have been sitting here for the last 2 hours chitchatting, I didn't expect Xavier to be soo talkative, hmm.. looks are deceiving.

"So what's your love story?" I asked him

he looked out the window for a minute then looked back at me. "I fell inlove once" He started "it was not a highschool puppy love kind of love, I was serious" he began picking his leftover fries "I really did love her, she was my first and I was hers. the relationship started good, we had fun we had our first date. we did everything together. I would call her before I sleep, and when she calls I would stop everything that I'm doing just to make time for her, to talk to her, then I end up not finishing the things especially schoolwork that I had to do. I tried my best to make her happy, but I think it was not enough for her. Then we broke up" he finished and sipped his coke.

"why did you guys broke up?" I asked. and yes, I'm very nosey! so what! HAHA :P

he took another sip "Long distance is a Bitch" He laughed bitterly, I can see the pain in his eyes "She had to move back to her hometown. for the first few weeks in our Long Distance relationship we started fine, She said she'll do everything she can do to save our relationship, I told her I'll save money so that I can visit her. But in the end she said she couldn't do it. Long distance is too hard for her. So I told her to make up her mind, then she said sorry because she was not the girl for me." He smiled sadly "Sucks right?"

I just starred at him. That was deep. I scooted towards him and patted hi back, I'm not really good at comforting people. "Everything happens for a reason, you know? maybe she's not really the one for you." I don't really know if I'm helping him right now.

after spending my time with him I realized that I forgot my problem. I think I have to call Dominick and tell him the truth. So I got my phone and texted him to come over, and he arrived after 5 minutes. He went in my room eyes bloodshot red. 

"Dom, I'm sorry" I went to him and hugged him tightly but he didn't hug back after I pulled away I didn't look at him because I can't.

"It's okay. I know I don't really have a part in you heart addie. I know that you really love danny, I know that you forced yourself to love so that you can forget him. But it's okay. I'm not mad. I'm just hurt" He smiled at me with tears streaming down his face "I'm hurt, because you used me to cover the hole in your heart. you made me feel like I'm just an option. But it's okay, atleast you gave me the chance to love you. I really love you. Our title of being a couple may change but my feelings for you will always remain, forever it will never change." then he crouched down and kissed my cheek and walked out of my room.

I was standing there crying my heart out. I feel guilty for doing that to him and for hurting him. But I know he would be hurt more if I would say yes to him when my heart says no. He would be giving all of his heart to me but all I can give is half of mine.

Dominick's P.O.V

I dialed his number 

"Hello?" He answered

"She's yours" and then I hung up and drove to the beach.

I sat on the sand starring at the dark night sky with the stars twinkling. I still feel like what I felt when I proposed to her. It hurts soo much, I know I've hurt her before I guess this is karma. I opened my phone and opened my camera roll and saw our pictures together. I smiled at a photo of her sleeping. I took it when we had our date and we went on a road trip and she didn't really have sleep that time because she was busy with work. she had her mouth open with a little bit of drool on the side, she looked soo cute there. I won't be able to see that face anymore, I won't be able to hug her whenever I can, I won't be able to kiss her, to do everything we used to do.

Dann's P.O.V 

"She's yours" Dominick said and he hang up. I tried calling addie but she wouldn't answer, maybe she need space right now. So I went back to what I was doing. But I would always look at my phone every minute seeing if she texted me.

"what's wong?" My brother asked 

"nothing" I smiled

the next day

I quickly took a shower and made breakfast for my brother and sent him to school. After I did my errands I went to addie's house.

I knocked on their door and their maid opened it "Is addie here?" I asked

"Yes, Sir. she's in the garden" she then let me in and walked me to the garden. There I saw her sitting alone with earphones plugged in her ear. When I went closer I heard her sobbing. I tapped her shoulder and she turned around and hugged me.

"It's okay, I'm here for you" I hugged her tightly and she continued crying on my shoulder.

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Updated! I think my story is coming to an end! mygosh!!! but I'm thinking on writing a sequel :) and how do you find Xavier and his love story? I'm soo sorry guys if you're not impressed with my chapter :( I tried, I promise ... 

I'll Update soon

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