Feelings

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Amara's POV

I've been staying here for a week now. I've told Trent that I left home and I had nowhere to go and I was glad he didn't pry the reasons why I did. He insisted that I should stay here and that I'm more than welcome to, he's a good guy and not that I would decline.

The house where I'm staying is on top of the small community, a community in a vast land surrounded by forrest and a lake and a beautiful falls nearby.

Peaceful and serene that's how I would define this place, though I haven't talked to other people here aside from Trent, Kirk, Kirk's girlfriend Fionna, and Jacob.

The community folks seem friendly and all smiles, everyone look happy, contented and well as I've noticed.

But aside from side glances, curious faces, respectful nods, and shy smiles I haven't really interacted with other people yet, they seem shy to me probably because I'm an outsider. Sometimes, I feel like they wanted to approach me but changed their minds at the last minute.

I always wonder why.

I got up and head to the kitchen, I saw Kirk making a sandwich and Jacob brewing coffee. "Hey Kirk, where's Trent?." I asked comfortably, these two made it easy to get along with them it's like I've known them forever, like brothers I never had.

He smirked at me and playfully said. "Hi Luna, he's in his study room."

And that too everyone calls me Luna, even I keep on insisting to call me Amara.

I keep on asking Trent about it and he told me that he will tell me the reason one day, ugggh and that really made me curious.

Is it one of his ex girlfriend's name? I always wonder, observing him for a week doesn't seem that he has one at the moment.

That made me feel hopeful.

"Ooh quit it Amara."

But how can I quit it, he treat me as if I'm his. When he's not working he's always beside me. He's a sweet person caring but powerful and domineering everything I want in a guy, that balance.

I wanted to ask him what's the real score between us but I always get shy and a bit scared of what the answer may be.

Well now is the day I gather up courage to ask him.

I went to the third floor and walked past the hallway to Trent's study room, as I reached his door I knocked and I heard him inside telling me to come in.

He looked at me and smile "Do you need anything love?"

Here we go again, that million dollar smile gosh I'm drowning. "Knock it off Amara."

Okay here goes nothing.

I swallowed the lump on my throat and asked myself for the thousandth time  whether to go with it or not.

I guess he noticed my hesitation so he ushered me to the chair facing him. "Is there any problem? You know you can always tell me." Trent said.

I cleared my throat. "I wanted to ask you one thing and I would want you to be honest with me." I muttered.

He looked at me anxiously as he patiently wait.

I continued." Well you know it seems like you're always good to me, you take care of me, make sure I'm okay and made me feel I'm special, I don't know if you normally do this with other girls but I don't want to assume things and all. Are you just toying me because you're bored or if what you're showing me is what I think it is." I stated looking straight to his eyes.

Ooooh shit now that's bold. Okay now floor come and swallow me whole.

He chuckled and that made my blood boil, "Okay that answers it, he's toying me." So I dashed to the door opened it rather forcefully but before I was able to step my foot outside he grabbed my wrist and stopped me.

"Stop making fun of me Trent." I whispered in defeat.

I felt him nuzzle my neck and my breathing quickens. "You don't know how much you mean to me Amara, I'm trying to take it slow so you wouldn't feel pressured, I know its just been a week but I couldn't help myself."

"I wanted to kiss you every time and show you how special you are, trust me when I tell you that I'm only like this with you. I'm sorry if I confused you but one thing is for sure Amara, you already own this, you own me." He said while pointing at his heart.

I was utterly shocked with what he told me, I don't know what to say, words fail me. All I know is that I feel in my heart that he is sincere, that what he told me was true and hearing those words from him made my heart melt like literally.

He made me faced him, he hug me and I let him. This is the second time I permit him to do so.

I feel complete when I am with him now I wonder if this is what Laila meant because this man makes me feel complete and content he made me feel like I'm where I need to be.

We were disrupted when Kirk barged into the room so we both quickly bolted away from each other.

I heard Trent muttered a curse and asked Kirk what he needs.

He looked at Trent concerned and panics stricken.

"Rogues."




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