He'll regret rejecting me. I swear.

Chapter 11

900 words!! I did it!!
The winner of the song choice is flukers  thanks for giving me the song!!

I to thank all of my voters and fans!!! I love you guys and I hope you guys are having wonderful day!!
The song that was chosen is, What now by Rihanna.
I've been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying
Tears were for the weaker days, I'm stronger now
Or so I say, but something's missing

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now, I just can't figure it out
What now, I guess
I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now, what now

I found the one, he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love but I'm numb again

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now, I just can't figure it out
What now, I guess
I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now, please tell me, what now

There's no one to call
'Cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy
The more that I'm feeling alone

'Cause I spend every hour
Just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone but I just wanna shout

What now, I just can't figure it out
What now, I guess
I'll just wait it out wait it out
What now, somebody tell me, what now

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know, oh, oh why

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know, oh, oh why

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know, oh, oh why, so what now

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Recap: A white wolf is literally the God of all wolves, (hahaha I got the plural, had to think of it a few seconds... Summer right?) they have powers that Develop depending on the quests they will have to endure.

Now where were we? What was I talking about? You were talking about the white wolves and the quests they have to endure and go on to achieve their powers (hahahahahha I made it sound like they have to unlock the their powers kinda like a video game when you unlock a new level!!!) 
Many of the quests are easy, but some are insanely hard and trying on ones soul, for each wolf it's different, I know one wolf had to go through an abduction and got their skin pulled off, others, their quests are pieces of cake, like getting cancer( wolves can only get/have cancer for a month, then it disappears, {super healing}). Over and over again, for like 5 or more years.

Anywho I think my quest has to do with living in an abusive household and pack and having to overcome my fears and stand up for myself, but ha ha ha ha ha ha who are we kidding? Me? Overcome my fears? I can't even talk without stuttering, it's sad actually. I really need to grow a damn pair.

FLASHBACK (earlier in the week)

ι ωαѕ ωαℓкιиg тняσυgн тнє нαℓℓѕ, ωιтн му fα¢є ιи α вσσк тнιикιиg ι ωσυℓ∂ит gєт иσтι¢є∂ αи∂ ι ωσυℓ∂ вє αвℓє тσ gєт тσ ¢ℓαѕѕ ωιтнσυт αиу ρяσвℓємѕ, нσρєfυℓℓу σи¢є ι gєт тσ ¢ℓαѕѕ ι ωσит нανє тσ ωσяяу αвσυт вℓαкє, αи∂ нιѕ "gαиg".

мιи∂ιиg му σωи вυιѕιиєѕѕ ι ωαѕ ωαℓкιиg αи∂ тнιикιиg αвσυт ℓσυιє α ¢нαяα¢тєя ιи тнє вσσк ι ωαѕ яєα∂ιиg ωнєи ι ѕυ∂∂єиℓу ωαℓкє∂ ιитσ α ωαℓℓ. ѕтαятℓє∂ ι fєℓℓ σитσ му тυѕн (gσттα єαт тнє вσσту ℓιкє gяσ¢єяιєѕ😂)  ι ℓσσкє∂ υρ αт ωнαт ι тнσυgнт ωαѕ α ωαℓℓ, вυт α¢тυαℓℓу тυяиє∂ συт тσ вє вℓαкє.
"иσω ωнαт ∂σ ωє нανє нєяє"? нє ѕαι∂ тσ нιѕ gяσυρ σf fяιєи∂ѕ вєнιи∂ нιм.

"ι.. ι... ι'м ... ѕ.. ѕσ ѕσ... ѕσя.. ѕнннн... ѕσяя... ѕσяяу"  ι ѕαι∂, єνєи тнσυgн ι києω ιт ωσυк∂ит нєℓρ му ¢αѕєι ѕтιℓℓ αттємтρє∂ тσ αρσℓσgʝzє.  ι ∂σмт киσω, вυт мαувє ѕσмє тιиу ραят σf мє тнσυgнт тнαт ιf ι αρσℓσgιzє∂ тнαт му ρυиιѕмєит ωσυℓ∂ит вє ѕσ вα∂. мαувє нє∂ gσ єαѕу σи мє αи∂ иσт ℓєανє мє ℓιкє ℓαѕт тιмє, ι ѕтιℓℓ нανє тнє ѕ¢αяѕ тσ яємємвєя мє σf тнє ℓαѕт тιмє ι вυмρє∂ ιитσ нιм.

ι ℓσσкє∂ αт нιѕ fα¢є тσ ѕєє ιf ι ¢συℓ∂ тєℓℓ нσω мα∂ нє ωαѕ, вυт ωнαт ι ѕαω ѕнσ¢кє∂ мє ωαѕ тнє ємσтισиѕ ιи нιѕ єуєѕ, ι ∂ι∂ит ѕєє αиgєя, ι ѕαω ℓσνє, ¢σиfυѕισи, αи∂ ѕσяяσω, αℓℓ σf тнєѕє ємσтισиѕ ι нα∂ит ѕєєи ιи σνєя 5 уєαяѕ, ιт нα∂ вєєи 5 уєαяѕ ѕιи¢є тнє ℓαѕт тιмє ι ωαѕ ℓσσкє∂ αт ωιтн ℓσνє. ( I'm done writing in this font, it pisses me off)
Then that love turned into anger, remorse, and disgust, I was abruptly shocked once again because I was confused as to why the emotions in his eyes had changed, and why first of all those emotions were in his eyes to begin with. I needn't have worried, because I would be finding out very soon.

"What the fuck is your problem? Can't you fucking see where you're going you stupid cunt? I think we need to teach this slut a lesson"!

"No no, please, I won't do it again, I'm sorry".  <it's funny how when you're scared for your life you can actually get a sentence together>

He grabbed me and pushed up against a locker, slamming me into the locker repeatedly, I could feel my ribs bruising.
Abruptly he stopped and pulled me close to him, so my left ear was touching his lips, "Meet me by the waterfall after school, I need to talk to you", he whispered.

After school*

I walked to the waterfall, getting tired as I walked since it was about 4 miles from the school and my brother had left me to go out with friends so I couldn't ask him for a ride, not that he would give me one anyway.   I usually had to walk to and from school, which was great exercise for a physically fit person and someone that actually ate, meanwhile I barely ate at all because member in the pack though I was fat and would call me so every time they insulted me. I also wasn't allowed to eat with the pack, and I could only eat leftovers or scraps that my friend Jake would give me to after dinner, he was the delta in the pack, I was an omega, the lowest of the low. I just felt extremely exhausted and tired all the time, also not to mention woozy and I fainted way more than any person should faint.

Snap! Crack! Crinkle (is that even a sound?) I heard branches and leaves snap and break and crumble, I could tell something or someone was behind me, I could feel the hairs raising on the back of my neck, and my arms.  I turned around and saw scary yellow eyes peering out at me, all I could see were the eyes.